30 Days..Hard to Believe
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30 Days..Hard to Believe
Hey All- I'm doing my usual pre-work check in...technically my day doesn't start until 7:50
Anyway, today is 30 days for me. It's hard to really wrap my head around that number....its a lot of time for me. A month ago I was in a hospital bed...hallucinating..tubes and IV's...agony...now there are moments when I actually feel pretty good...moments when I am so filled with gratitude and love and and hope.....good stuff. There's plenty of hard moments too...the psych stuff, the anxiety, the guilt and remorse...but I'm dealing with it. You guys and this place have really helped me..thank you. I'm starting to realize I'm not a piece of s*** and I just might live....go figure.
Anyway, today is 30 days for me. It's hard to really wrap my head around that number....its a lot of time for me. A month ago I was in a hospital bed...hallucinating..tubes and IV's...agony...now there are moments when I actually feel pretty good...moments when I am so filled with gratitude and love and and hope.....good stuff. There's plenty of hard moments too...the psych stuff, the anxiety, the guilt and remorse...but I'm dealing with it. You guys and this place have really helped me..thank you. I'm starting to realize I'm not a piece of s*** and I just might live....go figure.
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ROB - GOOD FOR YOU!
I haven't posted much on your progress threads, but I've read through a couple, and I just want to say congratulations. 30 days is awesome. Have a great day, you've earned it!
I haven't posted much on your progress threads, but I've read through a couple, and I just want to say congratulations. 30 days is awesome. Have a great day, you've earned it!
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Rob -
Just talked to Pamm (WLDKATZ) and she said to tell you she is VERY proud of you! She's snowed in at her mom and dad's, brand new computer has a virus, but I'm sure she will check back in here when she can!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
Just talked to Pamm (WLDKATZ) and she said to tell you she is VERY proud of you! She's snowed in at her mom and dad's, brand new computer has a virus, but I'm sure she will check back in here when she can!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
So awesome Rob! Thanks for sharing your miracle with us!! Congrats!
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Originally Posted by Robzoloft 
Hey All- I'm doing my usual pre-work check in...technically my day doesn't start until 7:50 Anyway, today is 30 days for me. It's hard to really wrap my head around that number....its a lot of time for me. A month ago I was in a hospital bed...hallucinating..tubes and IV's...agony...now there are moments when I actually feel pretty good...moments when I am so filled with gratitude and love and and hope.....good stuff. There's plenty of hard moments too...the psych stuff, the anxiety, the guilt and remorse...but I'm dealing with it. You guys and this place have really helped me..thank you. I'm starting to realize I'm not a piece of s*** and I just might live....go figure.
Anyway, today is 30 days for me. It's hard to really wrap my head around that number....its a lot of time for me. A month ago I was in a hospital bed...hallucinating..tubes and IV's...agony...now there are moments when I actually feel pretty good...moments when I am so filled with gratitude and love and and hope.....good stuff. There's plenty of hard moments too...the psych stuff, the anxiety, the guilt and remorse...but I'm dealing with it. You guys and this place have really helped me..thank you. I'm starting to realize I'm not a piece of s*** and I just might live....go figure.YOU ARE SO NOT A PIECE OF ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I am late but Rob I mean it from the bottem of my heart I am so very proud of you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are my first post I will have you know had to find the thread Amy told me you started
Stay strong babe!!!!!
Hugs and Prayers,
Pamm
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