Day 231 and I want to use now more than ever!
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love you too sweetie, was worrying about you driving to get her with no sleep glad your getting some....... momma said she'll have to send some of her sleep time to both of us since she is getting too much already!!!! Must be nice!!!!!
Remember sis your strong and your not going to let them come between you and your recovery!!!!! So glad to see that about the old bill though we talked about that the last time we talked!
After ya get caught up on your sleep call and we will chat I am here...........lol as if I would go any where eh????
oh yeah Harley asked the big question all I could do was cry and tell him I wasnt what he needed..........one day maybe but I have too much going on and he has kids.....Lord I hate feeling like this......any ways you know the true and right now I just dont think I can do the committed relationship thing besides, I cant not with another round of ratdation and chemo to look forward too, momma wants to know why I wont and like I told her bald may be beautiful just not on MY wedding day, have to wait for march at least then my divorce is final wahooooooooooo........so gonna party!!!
I love you going to get into bed with your nieces....they are holding down my comforter and keeping it warm for me
lol
they hate it when I make em move to a cold spot...............lol
I love you!
Hugs Prayers and faith,
Pamm and Da Gurlz!
Remember sis your strong and your not going to let them come between you and your recovery!!!!! So glad to see that about the old bill though we talked about that the last time we talked!
After ya get caught up on your sleep call and we will chat I am here...........lol as if I would go any where eh????
oh yeah Harley asked the big question all I could do was cry and tell him I wasnt what he needed..........one day maybe but I have too much going on and he has kids.....Lord I hate feeling like this......any ways you know the true and right now I just dont think I can do the committed relationship thing besides, I cant not with another round of ratdation and chemo to look forward too, momma wants to know why I wont and like I told her bald may be beautiful just not on MY wedding day, have to wait for march at least then my divorce is final wahooooooooooo........so gonna party!!!
I love you going to get into bed with your nieces....they are holding down my comforter and keeping it warm for me
lol
they hate it when I make em move to a cold spot...............lol
I love you!
Hugs Prayers and faith,
Pamm and Da Gurlz!
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They havent put me back on any thats my problem!!!!
so here I stand spirling out of control again, not doing too bad at this second just spirling out of control in the near future is something I can truely see..........
trade me lives???? I beg for dull and mundaine!!!
I mean I only have 11 brothers and 8 sisters and then 44 neieces and nephews and ALL of them want to run my life because I am not doing it right, go figure..........
so here I stand spirling out of control again, not doing too bad at this second just spirling out of control in the near future is something I can truely see..........
trade me lives???? I beg for dull and mundaine!!!
I mean I only have 11 brothers and 8 sisters and then 44 neieces and nephews and ALL of them want to run my life because I am not doing it right, go figure..........
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I was outside with my momma watching the eclipse and out of no where it started, Brent would of still been too little to understand ( he would of been 4 this year), but I got to thinking of all the "things" and it just hit hard....
tomorrow is a new day......... right?
tomorrow is a new day......... right?
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"I am on a 30 day diet so far I have lost 15 days"..............Cats thats from momma she had Belgium's waffles fried ham strawberries eggs and now for lunch a chefs salad.............ROTFLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and now shes saying yeah yeah I know it is more than you eat in a week.......lol she knows me so well.......lol
And sweet and creamy ranch dressing ok new momma product to promote !!!!!!!
Lord my life it is so BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID GO OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I actually almost enjoyed myself I went to the bank, it is really cool for awhile they came to me! It is one of those small town banks it is really cool and my sister in law works their.........lol and then I went to K mart........was the biggest step I have taken in months.......I didn't have but one almost attack, Baby had her mommas back though, and ready for this I DIDNT NEED A SHOT!!!!! No sadation for this girl today! I feel so damn good!!!!
HUGS AND LOADS OF LOVE!!!
Pamm and Da Gurlz
I just had to repost this here..................I am having an absolute GREAT DAY!
PLEASE LORD LET IT CONTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And sweet and creamy ranch dressing ok new momma product to promote !!!!!!!
Lord my life it is so BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID GO OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I actually almost enjoyed myself I went to the bank, it is really cool for awhile they came to me! It is one of those small town banks it is really cool and my sister in law works their.........lol and then I went to K mart........was the biggest step I have taken in months.......I didn't have but one almost attack, Baby had her mommas back though, and ready for this I DIDNT NEED A SHOT!!!!! No sadation for this girl today! I feel so damn good!!!!
HUGS AND LOADS OF LOVE!!!
Pamm and Da Gurlz
I just had to repost this here..................I am having an absolute GREAT DAY!
PLEASE LORD LET IT CONTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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