Day 231 and I want to use now more than ever!
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((((Pamm....lil sis))))
Hang in there sweetie. Don't know how to help but sending you AND mom and dad lots and lots of hugs and prayers!
I think I will send one of my coworkers up there to you and you can yell and scream at him and get your frustrations out, because he's getting on my LAST nerve!!!
BTW...Elvis sends get-well wishes to Spitfire
I know you well enough that soon you will get your life back with a vengeance! I haven't known you that long, but I do know that you will get through this.....nothing is going to keep MY lil sis down for long!
Luv ya!
Amy
Hang in there sweetie. Don't know how to help but sending you AND mom and dad lots and lots of hugs and prayers!
I think I will send one of my coworkers up there to you and you can yell and scream at him and get your frustrations out, because he's getting on my LAST nerve!!!
BTW...Elvis sends get-well wishes to Spitfire
I know you well enough that soon you will get your life back with a vengeance! I haven't known you that long, but I do know that you will get through this.....nothing is going to keep MY lil sis down for long!
Luv ya!
Amy
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Originally Posted by WLDKATZ 
ok so when you invite a guy over for dinner is that suppose to lead into sex?????? It lead him out the door...........UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PLEASE CONVERSATION FIRST MEN!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE CONVERSATION FIRST MEN!!!!!!!!!
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You mean Baby Girl and Spitfire wouldn't eat the popcorn? I'll send you Tinker-the-chihuahua....she LOVES popcorn and then you wouldn't have to clean it up! Of course, if she saw a "real dog" like Baby Girl, she'd probably have a heart attack. She just took off running with the bologna I gave her because the cat was going after it.
Yep....I live in the wild kingdom.
Hope you have a good day today. I'm counting on rain so I can sleep all day
Luv ya!
Amy
Yep....I live in the wild kingdom.
Hope you have a good day today. I'm counting on rain so I can sleep all day
Luv ya!
Amy
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naw sis they think it is funny little balls to walk on........lol spitz got one stuck on one of her nails and about freaked out
lol
was a very nice date though, he thought it was funny so many of my x's were there......lol
Love ya btw you may want to call me when ya get this sissy we need to talk, going home tomarrow soooooooooooo I love ya and I hope to hear from you before I go!
HUGS AND PRAYERS,
Pamm
lol
was a very nice date though, he thought it was funny so many of my x's were there......lol
Love ya btw you may want to call me when ya get this sissy we need to talk, going home tomarrow soooooooooooo I love ya and I hope to hear from you before I go!
HUGS AND PRAYERS,
Pamm
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now there is the best valentines day card I have ever recieved...........lol
I hate these holidays dont u??? I mean it isnt as if there isnt enough lovey dovey mushy crap in the world they have to force it on us! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate being alone and they want us to ACCEPT it......what ever.........
I am still moody as hell and waiting have until Tuesday to go until my test results are back from the onacologist..............I HATE FRIGGIN WAITING!
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Day 257 and I need one! I keep thinking if I just take one it will numb my mind just a little bit to help me cope to hell the nightmeres go away I know it isnt right and I know it could be my last drink, then I think the realities of it all..........I am sitting here waiting for Tuesday to come to find out if I am out of remission every day I am hurling my guts out and in constant misary from the pains in my stomache and all I want to do is add fuel( alcohol) to the fire......... I dont know why I feel like I MUST sabatoge my recovery and last night was so bad I almost called P......truthfully R( my coke addicted x who will give it to me and then some!) didnt even play into my mind, I knew P would just let it go to voice mail, sometimes just hearing his voice is the kick in the As* I need.....just too many thoughts going on in and around my head lately and just cant sort them out.....and guess what, still not on my meds.........I want to crawl up into my mommas bed with her and just bawl and I dont know why......................why do I feel like this always?
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((((Pamm))))
Dang, I hate that you're struggling so much! I don't have great words of wisdom, other than that using isn't going to make a darn thing any better. You will be really mad at yourself if you use and that is just going to make you feel worse.
I guess your going back to mom's isn't an option, or I would just say GO and climb up in her bed and cry! Sometimes that helps a lot! Just make sure no one else is at the house you'll go postal on
Hang in there, sweetie, please?! Sending you huge hugs and prayers!
Amy
Dang, I hate that you're struggling so much! I don't have great words of wisdom, other than that using isn't going to make a darn thing any better. You will be really mad at yourself if you use and that is just going to make you feel worse.
I guess your going back to mom's isn't an option, or I would just say GO and climb up in her bed and cry! Sometimes that helps a lot! Just make sure no one else is at the house you'll go postal on
Hang in there, sweetie, please?! Sending you huge hugs and prayers!
Amy
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BTW I love ya girl!!!!
Your neices have taken over my bed so I guess it is eaither be stuck here or on the couch( if I run fast enough when they get on the couch with me I can get my bed back though....there is an idea!!!)
Your neices have taken over my bed so I guess it is eaither be stuck here or on the couch( if I run fast enough when they get on the couch with me I can get my bed back though....there is an idea!!!)
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