Mr Grumpy
Life on lifes terms. I hope you are feeling better today Keven. This is the part that for me is hard about my recovery. Before I could just drink those emotions into submission. Now We just have to endure them. One good thing though is that you did not use, and that is most important.
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Join Date: Feb 2006
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I know how you feel.
I've been going through the exact same thing today.
I reached out but didn't get any support.
I feel really alone now.
I'm thinking of you and hoping this soon passes for both you and I.
Many hugs coming your way!
I've been going through the exact same thing today.
I reached out but didn't get any support.
I feel really alone now.
I'm thinking of you and hoping this soon passes for both you and I.
Many hugs coming your way!
Hey Kev
You are doing great this too shall pass! Try going for a walk in the Botanical Gardens there in Melbourne, so beautiful. Sorry we didn't get time to connect when I was visiting there...a meeting might help it always helps I find...stepwork too...good luck! LOL I love earlier on this thread 'spent some time away from family" boy can I relate!!!
cathy31
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You are doing great this too shall pass! Try going for a walk in the Botanical Gardens there in Melbourne, so beautiful. Sorry we didn't get time to connect when I was visiting there...a meeting might help it always helps I find...stepwork too...good luck! LOL I love earlier on this thread 'spent some time away from family" boy can I relate!!!
cathy31
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: New Zealand
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Hi Kev. It's spooky how fast it happens huh? And you don't have hormones to blame either!
Maybe you could tell us what the matter is....just a thought.
Hug attack from over the ditch.
Hi Hope4. Keep reaching out hun. Do it here instead.
Maybe you could tell us what the matter is....just a thought.
Hug attack from over the ditch.
Hi Hope4. Keep reaching out hun. Do it here instead.
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
Thanks Guys.
Steph good to see you.
It was about nothing specific at first and then later about accepting others as they are.
But really its my addiction the disease keeps kicking in when I face new things, it feeds on any remants of the past behaviors and thoughts and I can end up so insane so quickly.
The solution is to not use (didn't have any thoughts of using) and to live the program so that I don't have to stay in this old behaviour and old thoughts.
I can apply that to all situations and it works. When I don't I am in pain and anger and trouble.
I did the things I needed to do and am feeling grateful and alive again.
Kevin
Steph good to see you.
It was about nothing specific at first and then later about accepting others as they are.
But really its my addiction the disease keeps kicking in when I face new things, it feeds on any remants of the past behaviors and thoughts and I can end up so insane so quickly.
The solution is to not use (didn't have any thoughts of using) and to live the program so that I don't have to stay in this old behaviour and old thoughts.
I can apply that to all situations and it works. When I don't I am in pain and anger and trouble.
I did the things I needed to do and am feeling grateful and alive again.
Kevin
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: New Zealand
Posts: 1,622
Kev - pleased you are all back on track now. Good to see you too love.
How come you have still got your meter on over 10K posts and mine only shows 300 odd? Now there's something to get myself into a Mrs Cranky Pants mood about. I was getting close to my 3K mark.
Hmmmpf.
How come you have still got your meter on over 10K posts and mine only shows 300 odd? Now there's something to get myself into a Mrs Cranky Pants mood about. I was getting close to my 3K mark.
Hmmmpf.
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