Hi Ro Ro!!!! :hug:

I'm ok. Still at it though. I want so much to stop. I'm drinking about 25 beers a day AND smoking pot.
This is really hard having my Son over there. I KNOW thats an excuse, but my day CRAWLS by with worry if I dont. I HATE THIS!


I've read back, and your doing good now right?????

Wow, babe, that's a lot of beer and dope! Yeah, you know it's an excuse, but I do know that you must be worried like crazy about him.
I'm doing good, thanks. Nothing special going on in my life, and that's fine by me.

Yes teej. :)

We miss you around here hun. :ghug3

Hi Ro. :)

Gidge. :eek13:

I thought you were going to bed, Stewie!

nice sig steal there Stoney :eek13:
:mock

LOL
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I iz. :)

Lol Dee, jeez. :atv

Hey, that's Missy's sig line! I'm telling!

Good catch there, Dee!

I know. It is a lot. But you know? I never really get drunk anymore. My tolerance has gone way up I guess? One really bad thing though is I black out. I don't remember stuff from the night before. I have to ask hubby if we did it!! That must hurt him a lot. He says I can walk a straight line at night, but I don't remember.
I don't have hangovers in the mornings, cuz thats when I start. Maybe a few cups of coffee, but thats it other than beer. I'm drinking by 7 or 8 in the morning.

I really wish you would go to your doc or to detox, and then back to AA, teej.
You're killing yourself.

hey teej
I said this in PM but I better expand on it here...

there are loads of moms with boys in Iraq. Most of them don't drink over it.
You're feeding your addiction and making yourself sicker, honey. You know it.

I love ya...and yep I'm not a parent...but I'm an alkie - I understand that bit....and I can't not call ya out.

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I know, and thanks you guys. I'm just in that "I dont give a crap about me" thing. I never leave the house unless it's VERY important. I need to quit on my own though. I did it last time for 66 days. I HATE rehab! But I wont go into that because most people love rehab, and not even want to leave!!!! Actually I will! There was a nurse there that I couldnt stand. Had to leave. She made me see red!

Anywho, I'm going to go cook my hubs some dinner. Very good to talk to you guys!! Stay safe and be good!! MUAH!

Check in when you can, sweetheart. We love you, teej.

:hug: TJ. I missed you girl! I'm not going to lecture you... But I do wish you'd go back and re-read what everyone tells you. Maybe go back and read your own posts from before when you were doing well? You can do it again T. You won't be much good to Steve if you're all effed up now and when he comes home hun. Better if you get straight now you know?


Ro... yes I made the Velveeta Fudge. Seriously.

Stoney :eek13:

Dee :flirt:

Gyps :flirt: again.

I can't believe you made Velveeta fudge!

Gyps, my 12 year old daughter is at the movies with a boy tonight! His mom is with them, or I wouldn't have let her go. It feels really weird! The boy is sweet though. Good student, cute, glasses.

I FEEL OLD!!

Velveeta... fudge?

I am a good student, cute and wear glasses, Ro.

Go get her...pull her outa there...

:lmao

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Dirty perv!

And yes, tellus, she made cheese fudge. K started this whole cheese frenzy. It's enough to make a person sick, I tellya! You notice I changed my avatar for you? Is this better? ;)

awww, you noticed :)

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