How am I
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
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How am I
I was asked how I am this morning here on SR and I thought I would share the reply with you.
Yep doing well. Having a grear Saturday. Its very sunny (sprng here) and I have just finished an intense week at work and in my recovery, its all great though. This week I consolidated all my debts when the best I could manage on my own was to keep up with the payments and go without everything inclding socks without holes in them. Now I have a manageable debt and I have let go of all the fear and resentment underlying that and many other old ways of living and being.
This is just of many elements this "gift" of recovery has given me. I also realsied how angry old friends and family are with me and now I can look at that and move on to make amends and let that go and so it goes
How am I? I am ALIVE.
Thanks to NA my Sponsor my HP SR and all the recoverying addcts in my life.
Viva Recovery
Viva Life
Kevin
Yep doing well. Having a grear Saturday. Its very sunny (sprng here) and I have just finished an intense week at work and in my recovery, its all great though. This week I consolidated all my debts when the best I could manage on my own was to keep up with the payments and go without everything inclding socks without holes in them. Now I have a manageable debt and I have let go of all the fear and resentment underlying that and many other old ways of living and being.
This is just of many elements this "gift" of recovery has given me. I also realsied how angry old friends and family are with me and now I can look at that and move on to make amends and let that go and so it goes
How am I? I am ALIVE.
Thanks to NA my Sponsor my HP SR and all the recoverying addcts in my life.
Viva Recovery
Viva Life
Kevin
everything is already ok
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Today I have no fear. That I can live without fear was impossible for me it was part of my skin. Well today I live without fear and I love it.
Kevin
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That's great Kevin. It's so good to see yourself making progress like that and taking care of business. And, experiencing no fear - that's amazing! What a great way to go through life.
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awesome, nogard!!!! i'm so happy for you and your serenity just glares off the page here.
hey, thrift shops are a great place to pick up clothing, even socks!
i can take 10 dollars and come out of the store with all kind of bargains.
big, huge, serene, peaceful hugs to you!
jeri
hey, thrift shops are a great place to pick up clothing, even socks!
i can take 10 dollars and come out of the store with all kind of bargains.
big, huge, serene, peaceful hugs to you!
jeri
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thanks gt 
I shared at a meeting that its hard to believe it gets better, but everything I have have been told will happen has and is happening so It gets better.
For me, for you, for us all, oe day at a time.
I stood outside this morning crying with joy and allI could say was thank you to my Higher Power.
Kevin
I shared at a meeting that its hard to believe it gets better, but everything I have have been told will happen has and is happening so It gets better.For me, for you, for us all, oe day at a time.
I stood outside this morning crying with joy and allI could say was thank you to my Higher Power.
Kevin
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Thanks stone. I wanted to try and share how it gets. I keep close to how it was and have not forgotten. When I experience what I have in the last few days and when I look at myself I sahe my head and I so want to pass that on and share the joy.
Kevin
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So here I have what I call another God bump.
I got a call today, and it was from a bill of mine that is over $7,000.00 dollars. I said that there is really nothing that I could do about it at this time. I have a lot of $30.00 a month payments that I am making and I am out of $30.00 I told them
So I told them of the physical condition that I am in. They are sending me paper work to give to my Doctor to fill out! Guess what! They are going to wipe the debt clean. That is totally awesome. I am so thrilled about this.
I could have claimed bankruptcy like I was advised but I feel that I should make amends no matter how long it takes. It works! I have now payed of two things so far and am getting ready to start another one. It feels good to know that we can do the right thing.
I got a call today, and it was from a bill of mine that is over $7,000.00 dollars. I said that there is really nothing that I could do about it at this time. I have a lot of $30.00 a month payments that I am making and I am out of $30.00 I told them
So I told them of the physical condition that I am in. They are sending me paper work to give to my Doctor to fill out! Guess what! They are going to wipe the debt clean. That is totally awesome. I am so thrilled about this.
I could have claimed bankruptcy like I was advised but I feel that I should make amends no matter how long it takes. It works! I have now payed of two things so far and am getting ready to start another one. It feels good to know that we can do the right thing.
everything is already ok
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way to go Vic yep it works so long as we keep doing the footwork.
I have no idea how this all works and for once in my life I just accept that life as it is.
Kevin
yep it works so long as we keep doing the footwork.I have no idea how this all works and for once in my life I just accept that life as it is.
Kevin
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Originally Posted by Chance 
So here I have what I call another God bump.
I got a call today, and it was from a bill of mine that is over $7,000.00 dollars. I said that there is really nothing that I could do about it at this time. I have a lot of $30.00 a month payments that I am making and I am out of $30.00 I told them
So I told them of the physical condition that I am in. They are sending me paper work to give to my Doctor to fill out! Guess what! They are going to wipe the debt clean. That is totally awesome. I am so thrilled about this.
I could have claimed bankruptcy like I was advised but I feel that I should make amends no matter how long it takes. It works! I have now payed of two things so far and am getting ready to start another one. It feels good to know that we can do the right thing.
I got a call today, and it was from a bill of mine that is over $7,000.00 dollars. I said that there is really nothing that I could do about it at this time. I have a lot of $30.00 a month payments that I am making and I am out of $30.00 I told them
So I told them of the physical condition that I am in. They are sending me paper work to give to my Doctor to fill out! Guess what! They are going to wipe the debt clean. That is totally awesome. I am so thrilled about this.
I could have claimed bankruptcy like I was advised but I feel that I should make amends no matter how long it takes. It works! I have now payed of two things so far and am getting ready to start another one. It feels good to know that we can do the right thing.
Iam with you here!!!! I am up to about age 22 on my credit report just going down the list and paying them all off, it is so hard but so was seeing a bad check for over 400 bucks to a liquer store, I cried for days!!! Then I put on the so called big girl underware and stepped up, omg it is so hard!!!!!!!!
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Incredible miracles!
Wow, I needed this thread right now!!
THANK YOU!
I don't have any money now to pay off mine but when I get in the position, I'm going to start paying my debts. I owe thousands. It is scary but I guess it's possible.
Awesome thread!
Wow, I needed this thread right now!!
THANK YOU!
I don't have any money now to pay off mine but when I get in the position, I'm going to start paying my debts. I owe thousands. It is scary but I guess it's possible.
Awesome thread!
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Kevin -
Your posts are always so mellow. Well, almost always. You know what I mean.
I want to hear more about spring in Austrailia. It's autumn here, just one more thing upside - down about our two locations.
I love it.
Your posts are always so mellow. Well, almost always. You know what I mean.
I want to hear more about spring in Austrailia. It's autumn here, just one more thing upside - down about our two locations.
I love it.
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