Bottoms....Part 21
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Originally Posted by Jules62 
Hey all you wonderful idiots,
A week of flu-then a counselling session yesterday-and -I caved.
I feel so disappointed in myself-I had 60 something days and lost it all due to how I felt, late last night, after I'd been here.......
I didn't want to make a new thread about it because I just can't face what people might say.But in all honesty-this thread is where I feel the most supported-so I apologise stoney to take away from what it's all about.I just feel loved here and right now-I could use that.I don't need beating up-I've been doing it all day.I feel like I'm a fraud.
I really did try so hard this time.I did.But-I lost it and I'm sorry.
Back to day 1
Julesxox
A week of flu-then a counselling session yesterday-and -I caved.
I feel so disappointed in myself-I had 60 something days and lost it all due to how I felt, late last night, after I'd been here.......
I didn't want to make a new thread about it because I just can't face what people might say.But in all honesty-this thread is where I feel the most supported-so I apologise stoney to take away from what it's all about.I just feel loved here and right now-I could use that.I don't need beating up-I've been doing it all day.I feel like I'm a fraud.
I really did try so hard this time.I did.But-I lost it and I'm sorry.
Back to day 1
Julesxox
Take care,
Barb
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Location: Southern Oregon
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I'm VERY upset! Raiders are playing Denver and now theres a thunderstorm there so they suspended the game and took all the players off the field for now. 
Anyone here a Raiders fan?
Stone??? Yea? Karim?? Dee...........anyone???
Anyone here a Raiders fan?
Stone??? Yea? Karim?? Dee...........anyone???
just got lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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Location: Southern Oregon
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I'm praying believe ME!!!!!!!
Ok speaking of football......watch this!! Flippin hilarious!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqoCHXwCrgQ
Ok speaking of football......watch this!! Flippin hilarious!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqoCHXwCrgQ
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Flint MI
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False Pretences.......................long story short, can't truely tell ya what happened, ended up in the hospital while in er someone stole my car went from hospital stright to rehab in FLA only like 5000 miles away then moved around alot someone when they stole my car stole my identity, I have really no way of proving it wasn't me who did it besides a paper trail and I have one hell of a pissed of judge who says he knows I did it considering I startted traveling the world so there for I was on the run from the law..........he's saying my m oney has corersed the witnesses, I have basically told the man he is blind as hell.........sorry but I do not look like a 5'2 black woman.........just some **** going on is all and hopin like hell that I can sit still long enough to defend myself level headed, after all this happened in 1997!
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LOL ROTFLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Yes this isn't a black white thing at all sweetie..............my bf and babys daddy is black.......... I live in an all black area, where I happen to LOVE living......and yes I am white.........I was adopted as a kid, my parents are black, so as you see it is quite funny..............I am 5'9"!!!! Hair almost to my waist and not even close to the physical description that they have from the witnesses.......I wish it was a racial thing sometimes then I really could run my mouth! I hate prejudice in any forms and one of the reasons I sat on city council for so long!
Yes this isn't a black white thing at all sweetie..............my bf and babys daddy is black.......... I live in an all black area, where I happen to LOVE living......and yes I am white.........I was adopted as a kid, my parents are black, so as you see it is quite funny..............I am 5'9"!!!! Hair almost to my waist and not even close to the physical description that they have from the witnesses.......I wish it was a racial thing sometimes then I really could run my mouth! I hate prejudice in any forms and one of the reasons I sat on city council for so long!
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