Bottoms....Part 21
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Hey all you wonderful idiots,
A week of flu-then a counselling session yesterday-and -I caved.
I feel so disappointed in myself-I had 60 something days and lost it all due to how I felt, late last night, after I'd been here.......
I didn't want to make a new thread about it because I just can't face what people might say.But in all honesty-this thread is where I feel the most supported-so I apologise stoney to take away from what it's all about.I just feel loved here and right now-I could use that.I don't need beating up-I've been doing it all day.I feel like I'm a fraud.
I really did try so hard this time.I did.But-I lost it and I'm sorry.
Back to day 1
Julesxox
A week of flu-then a counselling session yesterday-and -I caved.
I feel so disappointed in myself-I had 60 something days and lost it all due to how I felt, late last night, after I'd been here.......
I didn't want to make a new thread about it because I just can't face what people might say.But in all honesty-this thread is where I feel the most supported-so I apologise stoney to take away from what it's all about.I just feel loved here and right now-I could use that.I don't need beating up-I've been doing it all day.I feel like I'm a fraud.
I really did try so hard this time.I did.But-I lost it and I'm sorry.
Back to day 1
Julesxox
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Flint MI
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GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRNNNNNNNNINNNNNNNNNNNNN NNNNNNNNNNNNNG APRTY PPL!!!!!!!! That would be Jules Barb Dee Stoney and a RUSTY HANG NAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Excuse my screams I am smilin and cookin so I am finally feelin better and outta my rut!
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Hiyas stoney man
Naw had a weird weekend, just getting ready for some jail time and realized I didn't wanna go out crying my eyes out or drunk so I ended up forcing my mood and that well it wasn't right but came home from work this am and have been laughing my head off ever sience!!!! So I am doing a lot better!!!!!!
Naw had a weird weekend, just getting ready for some jail time and realized I didn't wanna go out crying my eyes out or drunk so I ended up forcing my mood and that well it wasn't right but came home from work this am and have been laughing my head off ever sience!!!! So I am doing a lot better!!!!!!
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not too sure but minimum is 2 years or so they said I am representing myself sooooooooooo............LOL I will probally be the first one hung here in Michigan in quite some time got contempt of court the first day.....lol 6 days in jail for telling the honorable......to kiss something! I hate mood swings he got me from crying to kiss my ass in a heart beat!!!
Jules, a loser would have pretended nothing happened. As far as I can tell, there are no losers or weak people in this group. Once again, your abiity to be honest and the responses that came afterwards make me in awe of this place. By the way, I haven't had a peaceful, uninterrupted sleep in years. Since I found SR I have gone to bed with hope and inspiration instead of remorse and dread - now (as my husband pointed out when I got up at 10:00AM!) I am finally sleeping again. The help I have received has been priceless to me. Just by telling what happened, Jules, you show that you have come so far - no deceit. You'll be back stronger & better than ever because of what happened.
I'm sorry jules, I missed your post. Hang in there!!
Wish there was something I could say, but I feel like a hypocrite for even coming on here because I havent been strong enough to get through a few days lately.
huge hugs & best wishes girl!
Wish there was something I could say, but I feel like a hypocrite for even coming on here because I havent been strong enough to get through a few days lately.
huge hugs & best wishes girl!
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