Anna

I think that's very true Karim. I've had something like that happen to me when I was feeling very low and it really can help to focus on someone else who you care about. But, don't forget to take care of you too!

nogard

sending prayers (((karim)))

WLDKATZ

sending up lots of knee service from this end!!!!

Alive

thanks a lot!

i am surrounded with some real special people..

WLDKATZ

awww it is nice to know I am special too....after all Ms Ro said I WAS an Idiot in Assville!

stone

(((((Karim)))))

CarolD

(+) (+) (+) Mega Hugs and Prayers
for you and your family

barb dwyer

******** KaRIM}}}}


*prayers*

Jules62

Karim-you have many people here who love you-I'm one of them.

Don't give up-or give in.We always have 'one more chance' darlin,

Julesxox

parentrecovers

signed, mom

cmc

Karim,
How are you doing today?
xo,
'ma'

Alive

Thanks all above...and last page..

I am doing better..sometimes the depression hits, but....I think my mom sometimes gets more worried with me than me with her..She's a mom..But i guess it's also because depression blurs some things..i wish i could have clear thinking now...i wish i could pray more..all those things..I hope God knows my state..sometimes i let it slide and mom sees how i am....i thought i would come out of the holidays better, but i don't even know how i am gonna go out and face people everyday..wow..well i am gonna face them knowing i should never apologize for being alive..( i used to do that)...I am happy, Dad yesterday sent me an email with the title: Self love.. ..I really believe somebody is changing the man, from the sky..A real miracle..He calls us so many times now..

Mom is feeling better, we've been praying, tomorrow we're going to a church where our lady of light is..I also asked mom to go into the operating room thinking she will win this battle..

everything is good, i've been laughing watching videos..

i know i got to take strength from somewhere...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...



p.s...Cmc didn't you know something about those shots..i remember we spoke about it previously..?

gypsytears

I know you have the strength in you... let God show you how to draw upon it Karim.This post sounds so much more hopeful... keep reaching out and lean on us if you need to. I have faith that all will be well for you & your mom .