Blundering Blackout Blues
Not drooling
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Not out of the woods yet
Posts: 28
Seriously though, I went to my first meeting while my hubby was out of town... I usually would drink all the rest of the beer in the fridge and then buy more so he wouldnt know lol... He knows that I had decided to quite but didnt know that I had even considered AA. Anyway, I finally was able to talk to him and he acted like he was shocked that I went and then asked what we did and then had the nerve to say that he just wanted to make sure I didnt meet any A--holes there meaning "OTHER MEN"... I told him to have a little more faith in me and the reason I went is because I felt like I needed help quitting. Like I would go there to meet men even if I was single lol............. Anyway I was expecting some sort of negative reaction... At some point I imagine that he will complain that I am airing our dirty laundry to complete strangers... yuck...
Sunday when I had my last "fun" night lol... Blackout land ... Time travel... And he had to put me to bed and take my beer away, then the next day when i told him I was going to quit, he said "You dont have to quit, just cut back and get it under control."
Anyway I feel like if I dont stay sober I will end up doing something really stupid or hurting myself or someone else... Hence I must stop... But I am very afraid to change because I dont want to ruin our marriage of 12 yrs. I guess I need more time to talk to him because our conversation was broken up because of cell reception and I am being a worry wort lol....
I wish my brain would shut up lol..... SSSHHHHHH think of blankness .....
Sunday when I had my last "fun" night lol... Blackout land ... Time travel... And he had to put me to bed and take my beer away, then the next day when i told him I was going to quit, he said "You dont have to quit, just cut back and get it under control."
Anyway I feel like if I dont stay sober I will end up doing something really stupid or hurting myself or someone else... Hence I must stop... But I am very afraid to change because I dont want to ruin our marriage of 12 yrs. I guess I need more time to talk to him because our conversation was broken up because of cell reception and I am being a worry wort lol....
I wish my brain would shut up lol..... SSSHHHHHH think of blankness .....
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