My addiction strangly enough made my husband and I closer. He too would love me when I wasn't loving him back and I am so thankful for that love now that I am sober. I took advantage of that love so many times and beat him in the ground emotionally. So, I am so greatful for him and love him dearly!
I will not bow, I will not break, I will shed the world away, I will not fall, I will not fade, I will take your breath away ~ Breaking Benjamin
You can stand under my Umbrella, ElLa, Ella, ELLa ~The beautiful Rihanna