[FONT="Arial"]Last night a friend of mine stopped by to see me. Remind you I havn't seen her since before I went to rehab alomst four months ago. I had so much hatrid for her for not being there thorugh my recovery when I felt I needed her most. But, I realized when I was using I wasn't there for her when she needed me most. After talking with her I felt much better. I kept thinking to myself I need to make an amends with her and before she left my house she hugged me tighter then anyone ever has before, then looked me in the eyes and said "Theres no need to ask if I forgive you, your my sister that I love more then anything... I was never upset with you and I never blamed you for what happend. I love you"... that was it she got in her car and drove off. I guess by her not coming around she was some how showing me what I was doing to her and she was showing me what would happen to my relationships if I didn't strighten up.
I'm really glad that you're here. Amazing things happen when we get clean. We get all kinds of gifts. It is a true blessing. Keep reaching out.
Life itself becomes a miracle when we're clean.
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