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08-19-2007, 01:02 AM

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Jules62

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It's never too late hon.

Never.

I wish you'd stop.But like D said-I'll be here after too.

Love, Julesxox

08-19-2007, 07:08 AM

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Aysha

Looking For Myself...Sober

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Like everyone before..Never too late..And I will too be here for you through it all.

08-19-2007, 07:51 AM

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Luckyv2

JUST DO IT!!

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Quote:

Originally Posted by xXBacktoBlackXx

its too late now i am drunk. its okay i ll get through this

Yes my friend you will get through this just like all of us here get through it.

ONE DAY AT A TIME!

Dust yourself off and let's do it like my signature says

Just For Today!

08-19-2007, 12:51 PM

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xXBacktoBlackXx

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I guess today is another day to make that step

08-19-2007, 01:09 PM

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Dee74

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no guessing about it b2b

08-19-2007, 01:29 PM

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L Ron Hoover

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Like D said- no guessing.

Brightest blessings to you, B2B.

LRH

08-19-2007, 04:27 PM

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Jules62

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Thinking of you today B2B....how are you doing?

Love, Julesxox

08-19-2007, 05:53 PM

# 48 (permalink)

Luckyv2

JUST DO IT!!

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Quote:

Originally Posted by xXBacktoBlackXx

I guess today is another day to make that step

As long as as we do today that is all that counts. Yes today is another day to take that step. Sometimes we need to crawl

I am good at that one.

08-20-2007, 02:46 AM

# 49 (permalink)

xXBacktoBlackXx

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Thanks everyone. I'm not doing so well today but I haven't drank. I just feel horrible. My heart is completely broken and I know that's when I'm most vulnerable to alcohol.

08-20-2007, 03:11 AM

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Pilgrim

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My sponsor used to help me by asking me what my plan was for the day. If you want to stop, you need a plan. That is only if you really want to stop. Otherwise, if you don't want to stop just yet, and if you still think you have to power to drink in an ok way, nothing we can say will convince you not to pick up a drink today. We have all been there.

make the decision.
get new friends.
get some face to face support in a programme.

That seems to be how people before us did it and live happy lives.

I know how it is. We all understand. I found that as I learnt a new way of living and thinking, the bad relationship I was in was easy to give up. The desire to drink and the desire to have anything to do with a bad relationship has left me.

There is a solution B2B and there is hope for you. Go and grab it hun. Today. Just today.

08-20-2007, 06:16 AM

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Luckyv2

JUST DO IT!!

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Quote:

Originally Posted by xXBacktoBlackXx

Thanks everyone. I'm not doing so well today but I haven't drank. I just feel horrible. My heart is completely broken and I know that's when I'm most vulnerable to alcohol.

OMG that is what happened to me yesterday My heart was hurt so bad! I am so grateful for the people over there that stood by my side all day on the site. If it wasn't for You people I probably would have used yesterday! Thank God for people that take time to be on the Internet for us. And us for them as well.

Keep the faith.

If we can make it though today, tomorrow will be a little different I assure you that!

08-20-2007, 06:37 AM

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Viki

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b2b
I know that the next morning was not the way that you want to feel fo the rest of yor life...right? We don't worryabout that qafter about 6-7 kamikazies.

08-20-2007, 07:09 AM

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parentrecovers

let it grow!

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it's the ups and downs that make it hard in recovery. you gotta find a balance and find ways to deal with everyday.

what about a rehab opportunity, b2b - can you go to rehab?

08-23-2007, 03:43 AM

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Dom

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Quote:

Originally Posted by xXBacktoBlackXx

No, definitely not. If I was looking at this from an outsider's point of view, I would probably think to myself, "What a trashy girl". Not to say that's right but that's probably the immediate judgement I would think...

I really, really want to get clean and sober. I feel as if I'm willing. Then again, I thought I was willing last time. I'm hoping for the best.

A counselor pointed out to me that when I finish my goals with "hopefully", I am not sure of myself, I am leaving myself an out. A reservation to drink or drug again.

Ask yourself, do you look forward to your next drink or drug? There was a time that I did, and I did not want to admit it. Today, I do not. The high is just not good enough for me to throw away the self-respect I have today.