Beth...
 

<foot tapping>

mailbox.....

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thanks for getting back to me beth...
now...still with ya, OK ? :)
cuddle a goat for me.

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The goat is all cuddled up. As for me I was in need of a few hugs, but you were there for me.
thanks mate!!!!!!!!!

Naa.aaa.aaah!

(goat bleeting)

I'm still here too!

Love,

IO

thanks Io I am here for you too .

Great goat impression!!!

Im on my way out now, but I will probably check in when I get home.

good to hear from ya beth !
take care
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Now that I have been able to control myself and have stayed away from the coke I have been able to actually enjoy the people i work with ,the customers and the animals. The fair is coming to an end tommarrow and I was asked if I would like to go with them on the road. they told me a fit in well everyone likes me and I am a hard worker. I would even be able to bring the cat. that would get me out of here for awhile and the next spots are horse shows which are am more conservitive attractions. So I will be safe from the drugs. This week coming up the spot is fairly close. i asked my boss If i could take take the week off and he said no. I dont like to quit without giving notice, but If I can make fast money pay my fine off in full I will then be free to start saving to move. hallellujia.
i would like to join them for the whole tour. after this they are going to warren county fair. Sowhere in new york state. then Maine. Then they are heading down to florida which woud give me a chance to see my mom.
I know Probation is gonna probably tell me no, But i am thinking of doing it anyway. I will worry about the consequences when and if the find me. I will be running like a little outlaw. I am going to try and work it so I can still make it to probation every 3 weeks.