Aysha

HMM..Guess there is a such thing as miracles.
I have kept my anger nonexistant for awhile now.
Before I would get very aggravated over anyhting.
Now I can stop myself and defuse quickly.
How cool is that?
I can be a real you know what ALOT!!!
Not lately tho.
It's alot easier than I thought it would be.
I hate being like that. I get all pissy and hard to deal with.

Set back tho..Job wont be ready until August. But I am definately in there.
I keep emailing my friend to get reassurance.
So I guess I will have to find a **** job in the meantime.
Them bills are stacking ..YA know.
Court isnt even really bugging me anymore.
I finally said to myself today..F it.

Let whatever happens happen.
Oh..I am still gonna fight it all the way. But I am not gonna let it get me all stressed out.
I was like ..Why am I getting all crazy over this tiny charge?
Like I never been through this before.
I have faced fed charges before.
So this is cake compared to that.
I guess makes a difference when you care.
My case is in traffic court. LOL
So must not be that bad.
Anyway.
So Yes..Ole miss hard head is taking some advice and just letting go.

1_day@_a_time

great post!!!!!!!!!

barb dwyer

yep. I've a rather famous temper as well.
And it *is* good to be able to let go.

however, there's one week every month ...
it behooves everyone within arm's reach of me
to have a bar of chocolate handy.

GlassPrisoner

At least for a few more years

*ducks and runs, well, hobbles quickly at least*

Me ? Passive aggresive. I won't ever get in your face, but I'll get even. At least that's how I was.