Thank you
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: England
Posts: 441
Thank you
I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through
but wanted to say a BIG thank you
for standing by me and not runnin away
all I wanted was someone to show me the way
and you guys at SR have helped, ur fabulous in everyway
you never shout, or scream at me
this is a first, that I can guarantee.
people normally see the freak that i am
my behaviour they completely condemn
kick me to the kerb, never to be seen again
but for some reason, you all still remain
Thank you.
but wanted to say a BIG thank you
for standing by me and not runnin away
all I wanted was someone to show me the way
and you guys at SR have helped, ur fabulous in everyway
you never shout, or scream at me
this is a first, that I can guarantee.
people normally see the freak that i am
my behaviour they completely condemn
kick me to the kerb, never to be seen again
but for some reason, you all still remain
Thank you.
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Join Date: Nov 2002
Location: Bristol TN/VA
Posts: 12,431
just wanted to say hi. I went to bed as soon as I got home yesterday because I had a headache...so today I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you.
Tomorrow is your appmt and if you can take some of your writing in I think you will be beginning some big changes in the way you feel. Not presto right away....okay? Just give yourself a chance because you asked yesterday and I say yes, the getting there is not necessarily fun, but you will feel better consistently and this all will pass.
hugs,
Tena
Tomorrow is your appmt and if you can take some of your writing in I think you will be beginning some big changes in the way you feel. Not presto right away....okay? Just give yourself a chance because you asked yesterday and I say yes, the getting there is not necessarily fun, but you will feel better consistently and this all will pass.
hugs,
Tena
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Where the Wild Things Are
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If you read them yourself, she will get a better "feel" of where you are coming from.
If you can't, then just hand them to her.
One thought keeps coming to my mind: even if you are never ever good at another single thing in your whole life (which is of course not true) you have an exceptional ability to write. You are very good at putting what you feel into words in a way that helps others understand what you are going through.
And you are right. This is a great place, very loving and supportive.
Prayers are with you.
If you can't, then just hand them to her.
One thought keeps coming to my mind: even if you are never ever good at another single thing in your whole life (which is of course not true) you have an exceptional ability to write. You are very good at putting what you feel into words in a way that helps others understand what you are going through.
And you are right. This is a great place, very loving and supportive.
Prayers are with you.
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Join Date: Nov 2002
Location: Bristol TN/VA
Posts: 12,431
You can always say....I feel very uncomfortable with that, I don't want to this time. You don't HAVE to read them. You can even just say "I can't".
I have said before I really don't care to talk about that now to my therapist and she always respects that.
Tena
I have said before I really don't care to talk about that now to my therapist and she always respects that.
Tena
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Join Date: Nov 2002
Location: Bristol TN/VA
Posts: 12,431
Today is a brand new day!
I know it is going to take courage today at your appmt. Courage doesn't mean you don't feel fear, it means you act in spite of it.
I read elsewhere that someone recommended a women's only group. That's a brilliant idea. When I first came here I stayed in the Women's forum for a very long time. I had/was trying to get out of an abusive relationship and felt comfortable only with the ladies.
I am sure the men had alot of wisdom too but with certain issues, and with your history, it would be so natural not to feel at ease around men. And my real life experience was that I would think I was making platonic friends with men and they had other motives. So, I sure can understand you shying away from them at this time. Although, this is a good place to be able to talk with men. SR is a safe place and boy, that can be priceless! We all need a safe place!
Speaking of safe places, is there somewhere you can go where THAT MAN you spoke of last night can't find you? Please don't let him destroy you, he is poison.
Hang in there, keep trying, new worlds will open up to you.
Someday I will tell you some of the absolutely incredible things that opened up for me once I got free and safe and spent some time healing. The difference between now and then is greater than night and day!
It is hard to have hope at these times, so I am loaning you a big dose of mine with plenty left over for myself, k? Just borrow ours!
I know it is going to take courage today at your appmt. Courage doesn't mean you don't feel fear, it means you act in spite of it.
I read elsewhere that someone recommended a women's only group. That's a brilliant idea. When I first came here I stayed in the Women's forum for a very long time. I had/was trying to get out of an abusive relationship and felt comfortable only with the ladies.
I am sure the men had alot of wisdom too but with certain issues, and with your history, it would be so natural not to feel at ease around men. And my real life experience was that I would think I was making platonic friends with men and they had other motives. So, I sure can understand you shying away from them at this time. Although, this is a good place to be able to talk with men. SR is a safe place and boy, that can be priceless! We all need a safe place!
Speaking of safe places, is there somewhere you can go where THAT MAN you spoke of last night can't find you? Please don't let him destroy you, he is poison.
Hang in there, keep trying, new worlds will open up to you.
Someday I will tell you some of the absolutely incredible things that opened up for me once I got free and safe and spent some time healing. The difference between now and then is greater than night and day!
It is hard to have hope at these times, so I am loaning you a big dose of mine with plenty left over for myself, k? Just borrow ours!
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Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: PHILADELPHIA, PA
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Man , I am so proud of you Lost (soon to be FoundChild by his Grace ) for sticking in there and for sharing all of your pain, trials, and very soon Victories with us , it is we who are thankful to you for trusting us with so much , you will never recieve anything but our humble advice , patience , prayers and LOVE , when I post here at SR , I feel as though I am talking to family members and in as many ways we all are, INCLUDING YOU !!! We will always show the love that we have for you in our words ,hearts and minds and wish and pray for only the best for you , Stay Strong ....... with all I got , JEI
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