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08-10-2007, 09:00 PM

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barb dwyer

same planet...different world

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******** sKiZZ}}}}

*make* this be it, hon. you can. you CAN.

*prayers*

barb

08-11-2007, 08:18 AM

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ImSkiZZeR

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I just want to die at this point... I wish I could just have a bit of hope. but right now all I feel is pain.

08-11-2007, 08:28 AM

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carl11

trying to get it..

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Quote:

Originally Posted by ImSkiZZeR

Bottom got worse.
Going to start rehab on Monday. outpatient for 4 weeks then inpatient for 6 months. it seems to be the only way.

Take heart ....you have, without realizing crossed another threshold...and good for you....you are checking yourself in , you are fighting back...well done..keep fighting.....you can beat this....at meetings you are surrounded by folks in the act of beating it......draw strength from them and the fact that you know you have an issue and are putting your best foot forward..that IS an achievement in and of itself, keep that in mind.......and keep at it...!!!

03-12-2008, 12:25 AM

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ImSkiZZeR

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I am back...
Wish I could say under positive circumstances... but the past months have been of a hell I can not even begin to share...
I am committed to change. Though I need your help and support. I have only 3 days sobriety at this moment.
My resolve is stronger than ever. I must beat this. Though I admit I am very weak at this time. I plan to attend meetings as often as I can beginning tomorrow. I am on night shift right now and have an appoinment with the doctor @ 10 am... in 7 hours from now.
I just want to get better no matter what.

03-12-2008, 06:32 AM

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Rowan

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Welcome back, Marc.

03-12-2008, 05:54 PM

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Rowan

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*bump*

03-12-2008, 08:56 PM

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barb dwyer

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****************************** SKIZZ }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Thank you thank you thank you for being able to come back !!!!!!!!!!

Oh WOW!!!

Skizz - I *so* prayed for you man!!!!!!
PM PM PM PM PM !!!!!!!!!!!

03-12-2008, 08:57 PM

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barb dwyer

same planet...different world

Join Date: Sep 2006

Location: Butte, America

Posts: 10,946

******************** SKIZZ }}}}}}}}}}

Thank you thank you thank you for being able to come back !!!!!!!!!!

Oh WOW!!!

Skizz - I *so* prayed for you man!!!!!!
PM PM PM PM PM !!!!!!!!!!!

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03-12-2008, 09:00 PM

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nogard

everything is already ok

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Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia

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Welcome back Marc

03-12-2008, 09:06 PM

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ninelives

Reaching Out!!!

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I know I definatley have been where you are. The self loathing, remorse and guilt are to much to bear alone. I have tried and failed, tried and failed etc. etc. well you get the picture. I believe if there is breath there is hope. I had just about a year of sobriety and relapse big time, it takes courage to reach out and start over again. Don't give up, it gets better...have faith and hope..take care

03-17-2008, 02:35 AM

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ImSkiZZeR

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Thanks for the welcome back!

04-12-2009, 05:15 AM

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ImSkiZZeR

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Celebrating 1 year today!

I never would have thought it possible. Considering I was very close to death.

Thank you everyone for your help and support! I would not be here if were not for you all!