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Old 04-25-2007, 01:23 PM   #1 (permalink)
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depression, lost...


I'm not sure if this is the right place to write this but I need to write, just need to distract myself, I'm sorry for taking up space. gawd I wish I was noraml.

Seeing it, hearing it, feeling it but not beliving it
that's where I am, that's where I will always be
a ticking time bomb that was waiting to explode
now i've exploded, I'm entering a dead end road

I've tried to control the person inside
but she has long since died.
I've slienced the one who tried to speak
I couldn't deal with it, were all to weak.

The destruction path that has been lead
now I'm part of the living dead.
I need to move on and find away out,
please will someone help me out.

I'm stuck, I'm down, depressed and alone
I've got myself stuck in the danger zone
I'm dangerous, I'm lost, I need away out
Please help me, but just don't shout.

I need to talk, I need to let go
but what will happen if I fall
will the feelins be too strong
isn't how I'm feeling wrong.

there's no physical pain to see
this is insane u have to agree
how can feelings be this strong
when's there's no reason that u can see

such a depressed bitch and I hate it, I can't break this cycle that I've allowed myself to get into.
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Old 04-25-2007, 01:28 PM   #2 (permalink)
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Hey I have been there too. One thing is that if you ever need to talk we are here. Don't think that you are wasting space there is no such thing. Grateful that you are here.

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Old 04-25-2007, 01:31 PM   #3 (permalink)
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You are not alone any more.

The only way out is through. You can get thru it. I did. Chance did. A lot of us made it. There's no reason why you can't make it. You have to believe in yourself.
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Old 04-25-2007, 01:35 PM   #4 (permalink)
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I hope that you're feeling better. You're a really talented writer! I wonder if you know that about yourself. I thought your poem was really well written.

I'm going through a depression, too. Many of us here are so you are never alone.
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Old 04-25-2007, 01:45 PM   #5 (permalink)
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Wow,I thought I was the only one that thought like that.Your poem describes EXACTLY how I feel at times..Thanks for posting your poem..
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Old 04-25-2007, 02:13 PM   #6 (permalink)
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I struggle to explain how I feel, what's going on right now for me and the only way I can is to put stupid "poems" together... thank you for ur replies. I know u all understand, I just wish that everything didn't have to be a fight or that I did have some self belief.
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