scaredykat

Hi everyone, I tried writing on this thread yeserday and it wouldn't go through. I haven't wrote on here in awhile about my feelings. Anyway, I guess I'm still a undesided. I still drink and still have fears. I've been quite depressed the past few days again which is nothing new with me. I probley should go back to counseling and I'm afraid to do that even. I take st. John's wort for my depresion and some days it works and other days i have to force myself out of bed. I also love this forum and read on here everyday.

australia

hi! I havent read the whole thread, but just wanted to say that I care for you all...and to thankyou for being here. Please PM me if you like... as long as I am internet bound I am not going to bottle shop...so the more active the thread the better for me
Is that selfish?

australia

I am still drinking too. I still have fears too. I am depressed too. I should go back to counselling too.
But all of that never works..
and most of all...
I am afraid too...

Please be happy..dont beat yourself up too much...it only gives the disease more ammunition..
trust me i know..
i hide in it all the time

hope3

Hi scardykat, I think you will find your way.
I think you are great.

And I think you are worth it....

Just me!(((((((((((hope3))))))))