miserable
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Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: maumelle ar
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miserable
i am happy to report that i am one miserable sober drug and alcohol fiend. i havent used in 4 long ass months. my sponsor is an idiot, who has no concept of reality, everything is just ******* roses and rainbows to this tree hugging fag! in short i gave it my best and it sux. im gonna go find me the biggest bottle of hydros-oxys-codones i can find and eat about 50 of them while chasing them with some single malt scotch. good luck to the rest of you but im done. peace out!!!!!
I'm sorry you are in a bad way. Is there anyone else you can call and talk to who you relate to better. I would hate to see you use and regret it tomorrow- think about how far you have come.
Good luck to you-
Good luck to you-
That sounds like a great idea. I'm sure you'll feel great the day after too. You DO remember the day after, don't you? It's funny, but this recovery stuff seems like nirvana when you're suffering from "the day after".
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Serene In Dixie
Posts: 36,740
This was you last week... So what happened?
hello everyone!!!
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its been a while since ive posted, been working alot and working my program of recovery with the help of a sponsor. still going to 1 to 2 NA-AA meetings a day, mostly NA and am feeling great. by the grace of god, and the steps next week will have been 4 months since ive used or drank. i feel great!!! god bless!!
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its been a while since ive posted, been working alot and working my program of recovery with the help of a sponsor. still going to 1 to 2 NA-AA meetings a day, mostly NA and am feeling great. by the grace of god, and the steps next week will have been 4 months since ive used or drank. i feel great!!! god bless!!
getting well one day at a time is not easy, but its a a lot $%&*( better than getting sick one day at a time.
Just for Today, tell your dis ease to **** off.
Kevin
Just for Today, tell your dis ease to **** off.
Kevin
split after doing that... if you dont make it...SH, would you say hi to trish for me!... and thanks for the good wishes...
were here, if and when you decide to try again...
zip
ps, as trish (miracal) said to me... its my body, and i will do what i want with it...
im gonna go find me the biggest bottle of hydros-oxys-codones i can find and eat about 50 of them while chasing them with some single malt scotch.
were here, if and when you decide to try again...
zip
ps, as trish (miracal) said to me... its my body, and i will do what i want with it...
Peace begins with a smile
Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Boston, MA
Posts: 173
I really hope you didn't use. I hope you waited til the next day to see how you felt. I saw one of your past posts where you spoke of how you know it's your thinking that causes you to use. I hope you hung on long enough to know that these normal feelings of frustration will pass.
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Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: St. Louis MO
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I sure hope you are okay. I don't post much anymore cause I'm still a drunk and feel about the same as you but I'm not sober like you are.
Hope you are well and thank you for helping me to post again.
You helped me to say something.
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Hope you are well and thank you for helping me to post again.
You helped me to say something.
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