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Old 02-05-2007, 07:47 PM
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i am happy to report that i am one miserable sober drug and alcohol fiend. i havent used in 4 long ass months. my sponsor is an idiot, who has no concept of reality, everything is just ******* roses and rainbows to this tree hugging fag! in short i gave it my best and it sux. im gonna go find me the biggest bottle of hydros-oxys-codones i can find and eat about 50 of them while chasing them with some single malt scotch. good luck to the rest of you but im done. peace out!!!!!
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:50 PM
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I'm sorry you are in a bad way. Is there anyone else you can call and talk to who you relate to better. I would hate to see you use and regret it tomorrow- think about how far you have come.

Good luck to you-
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:50 PM
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That sounds like a great idea. I'm sure you'll feel great the day after too. You DO remember the day after, don't you? It's funny, but this recovery stuff seems like nirvana when you're suffering from "the day after".
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:52 PM
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i welcome the day after
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:52 PM
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I am sorry for your pain SH
and pray you will survive this bad choice.

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Old 02-05-2007, 07:54 PM
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bad for you but not for me
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:55 PM
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i cant stand all this phony ass 12 step higher power bs any longer
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Old 02-05-2007, 07:57 PM
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I know you've been worried about losing your wife. Maybe thinking about her and what she's been through with you might help you find some clarity.
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Old 02-05-2007, 08:00 PM
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This was you last week...
hello everyone!!!

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its been a while since ive posted, been working alot and working my program of recovery with the help of a sponsor. still going to 1 to 2 NA-AA meetings a day, mostly NA and am feeling great. by the grace of god, and the steps next week will have been 4 months since ive used or drank. i feel great!!! god bless!!
So what happened?
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Old 02-05-2007, 08:10 PM
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Old 02-05-2007, 08:12 PM
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You don't really mean 50 do you?!! Don't do anything drastic. Call a friend or loved one...
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Old 02-05-2007, 08:13 PM
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getting well one day at a time is not easy, but its a a lot $%&*( better than getting sick one day at a time.

Just for Today, tell your dis ease to **** off.

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Let us know how that works for you. Hopefully you'll make it back. If so, we'll be here waiting.

That, or give it a day or so before you say f**k it. See how you feel in the morning ?
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Old 02-06-2007, 04:40 AM
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im gonna go find me the biggest bottle of hydros-oxys-codones i can find and eat about 50 of them while chasing them with some single malt scotch.
after doing that... if you dont make it...SH, would you say hi to trish for me!... and thanks for the good wishes...

were here, if and when you decide to try again...

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ps, as trish (miracal) said to me... its my body, and i will do what i want with it...
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Old 02-06-2007, 05:54 AM
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I'm struggling too man, you're not the only one.

I hope you stayed sober...
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Old 02-06-2007, 09:23 AM
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I really hope you didn't use. I hope you waited til the next day to see how you felt. I saw one of your past posts where you spoke of how you know it's your thinking that causes you to use. I hope you hung on long enough to know that these normal feelings of frustration will pass.
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Old 02-06-2007, 02:04 PM
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I sure hope you are okay. I don't post much anymore cause I'm still a drunk and feel about the same as you but I'm not sober like you are.
Hope you are well and thank you for helping me to post again.
You helped me to say something.

Hello again

Come back and say hi.
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Old 02-06-2007, 02:25 PM
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Hey Splithead,

What are you up to? Is today going any better for you? Let us hear from you...
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Old 02-06-2007, 06:40 PM
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I hope you come back man.
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