20 Months
everything is already ok
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,789
20 Months
I checked my email this morning and there was a reminder from the SR Calendar that I have 20 Months clean and sober today. First Time I had not remembered!
Its late Sunday Morning I slept for 12 hours because I felt unwell yesterday (may have a tocuh of food poisoning). I am up and about feeling a bit better. Missed my Home Group last night, Dad Died just over 3 weeks ago, want a new car a bike and a partner, more more more......
You all get the idea, "poor me, poor me, pour me a drink". truth is I am looking after myself and doing all things I need to in recovery, the things that got me well physically and keep me well now, the program also gets me well mentally, emotionally and spritually. I can't sit back and watch TV just because I am clean now, I do the footwork daily and the results take care of themselves. I have 'Faith' that this prgram takes care of us, even after things I have been through recently, in fact my faith is confirmed and stronger.
Even after 20 months, I am aware that this dis ease is there, waiting, doing push ups, getting stronger. I can't afford to ignore my disease or become complacent, so I wake up, talk to God, read some literature, go to meetings, talk to my sponsor and other members.
18th Jan was my daugthers 21st and we had a fanatastic evening at a Restaraunt on the Quay in Melbourne. I have no immediate problems and those that I have are 'gold' they help keep me on track.
Still best from Day one of recovery for me, is waking up in the morning, with a clear head and a light heart, dancing and singing.
Thank you all for being here.
Love Kevin
PS I love being present all the time, I am so grateful for this day.
Its late Sunday Morning I slept for 12 hours because I felt unwell yesterday (may have a tocuh of food poisoning). I am up and about feeling a bit better. Missed my Home Group last night, Dad Died just over 3 weeks ago, want a new car a bike and a partner, more more more......
You all get the idea, "poor me, poor me, pour me a drink". truth is I am looking after myself and doing all things I need to in recovery, the things that got me well physically and keep me well now, the program also gets me well mentally, emotionally and spritually. I can't sit back and watch TV just because I am clean now, I do the footwork daily and the results take care of themselves. I have 'Faith' that this prgram takes care of us, even after things I have been through recently, in fact my faith is confirmed and stronger.
Even after 20 months, I am aware that this dis ease is there, waiting, doing push ups, getting stronger. I can't afford to ignore my disease or become complacent, so I wake up, talk to God, read some literature, go to meetings, talk to my sponsor and other members.
18th Jan was my daugthers 21st and we had a fanatastic evening at a Restaraunt on the Quay in Melbourne. I have no immediate problems and those that I have are 'gold' they help keep me on track.
Still best from Day one of recovery for me, is waking up in the morning, with a clear head and a light heart, dancing and singing.
Thank you all for being here.
Love Kevin
PS I love being present all the time, I am so grateful for this day.
everything is already ok
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,789
Wow Teach, thanks Of course its a 2 way street I get well with people like you and with your support and if I inspire or help you or others thats wonderful
Thanks L my morning is always a little brighter after talking to you. Thanks
Kevin
Thanks L my morning is always a little brighter after talking to you. Thanks
Kevin
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,789
lol, thanks Mike. I will happily share the 5 days with you Congrats on your 20 Months (approaching) as well, its awesome isn't it?
I could not ask for better company on the journey of recovery.
Kevin
I could not ask for better company on the journey of recovery.
Kevin
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,789
Thanks TamTam and scoot.
lol scoot the hair is lovely and slowly getting longer, the colouring is great I love it.
TamTam she is proud of me, I hear from other people what she says about me and its great
Kevin
PS In recovery we get rid of gray hair too
lol scoot the hair is lovely and slowly getting longer, the colouring is great I love it.
TamTam she is proud of me, I hear from other people what she says about me and its great
Kevin
PS In recovery we get rid of gray hair too
Good for you Kevin I am enjoying getting to know you
and wish you and your daughter much happiness in the
future. P.S. you might want to update you profile, she is
19 according to that, of course that was in 2005. best wishes
Hope3.
and wish you and your daughter much happiness in the
future. P.S. you might want to update you profile, she is
19 according to that, of course that was in 2005. best wishes
Hope3.
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