30 days today
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30 days today
good morning all...wow!!!! alot of new posts today....that is great...I made it through 30 days....i almost lost it yesterday....got another letter from my best friend(ex best friend now).the recovering alcoholic...told me she knows now that she can never be friends with someone who has a drinking problem...she bailed out on me over a month ago,saying she couldn't be friends with anyone who drinks....I have been sober for 30 days,yes,but i think i will always have a,"drinking problem"...so she was telling me it's over......the first thing i thought of,after reading her letter was,"F--- it......noone really cares whether i drink or not...so why don't I? it's all so much easier when i drink.....the solution to all problems......i am so hurt,dissappointed,angry......sad....and lonely....all the feelings that lead me to that bottle...but i didn't.....last night anyway....i am going to gather up all my strenghth and try to get through day 30 without stopping at the liquor store on my way home from work..give me strength....
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you can make it, this is so hard, trust me, i've been in your shoes...best friend troubles and all...but it is worth it...and you have worked too hard to give up...i really hope you make it, it is so worth it....
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Originally Posted by karrotop
good morning all...wow!!!! alot of new posts today....that is great...I made it through 30 days....i almost lost it yesterday....got another letter from my best friend(ex best friend now).the recovering alcoholic...told me she knows now that she can never be friends with someone who has a drinking problem...she bailed out on me over a month ago,saying she couldn't be friends with anyone who drinks....I have been sober for 30 days,yes,but i think i will always have a,"drinking problem"...so she was telling me it's over......the first thing i thought of,after reading her letter was,"F--- it......noone really cares whether i drink or not...so why don't I? it's all so much easier when i drink.....the solution to all problems......i am so hurt,dissappointed,angry......sad....and lonely....all the feelings that lead me to that bottle...but i didn't.....last night anyway....i am going to gather up all my strenghth and try to get through day 30 without stopping at the liquor store on my way home from work..give me strength....
This thread is a good example for me...
The first time I quit in 1990, I think 30 days was my most memorable milestone...
Keep up the good work...
One day at a time.
Steve
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