splithead

for the first time today, even if just for a moment, i haven't obsessed about using. someone just wanna talk. its helping.

healthyheart

Hello -

Hang in there - the boards really do help!!!

Luckyv2

Don't have to use, we never have to use again. What is going on? Do you want to talk about what you are feeliing?

splithead

i feel like ranting my mind wont stop thinking, i try to stay busy but i cant concentrate long enough to accomplish much, im obsessing and i feel like jumping, but i dont want to use, more than anything i dont want to, and yet i cant stop wanting to. i have noone i can talk to about it. and believe it or not for a while here this is helping. im crying and im scared and im feeling crazy. this sux bad. but i dont want to use.

Luckyv2

It takes some time for the mind to not go 1,0000 miles per hour. We didn't get here on our best day. If you want I can PM you my number. heck I will PM it anyways I am here if you need to talk. Do you have msn or ***** messenger. I have both if you want to talk like that! Just don't uise, you don't have to there are solutions to everything

Dreamz

OMG that is EXACTLY what happens to me. I know I should keep my mind on something but I'm too fidgety, I can't concerntrate on the one thing.

I don't know if this will work for you but when I got like that I made a list of everything thing/activity I wanted to do, then I made a list of the things I needed to do, then I made a list of things I needed grocery wise. I don't know why but having those lists (even if I didn't do anything with them) helped me feel more organised which in turned helped my mind to slow down a bit!!!

Anna

You are going through a very difficult process of withdrawl from drugs. Try to take care of yourself and keep reading here and posting. There is lots of support and information for you.

splithead

this isnt so bad today, i went to work for a while but i became sick to my stomach, but the shakes and the high blood pressure seems to have gotten better, im still chasing my tail and jumping out of my skin but i can handle that for a while, but i still havent used and am not going to. i was offered some by a friend at the office but i said no and left. i told him i dont want them around me and please not to offer them to me any longer. im weak but getting stronger. today for now is a bit better.

splithead

oh, thanks to everyone for the advice, its helped! keep it coming, im not out of the woods yet. this is helping more than you can know, and im greatful.