Puff Puff - Gorn!
everything is already ok
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
Puff Puff - Gorn!
Not only did/does SR support me in my recovery.
SR also supported One Year ago in giving up smoking, I was smoking 60 a day and its One year since I gave them away.
So I am grateful as:
I am sober and clean
I have a great program
I have many friends
I have a clear head
Getting clearer every day
a strong relationship with my HP
Happy even when I am not happy
Moments of contenment
I walk down the street and see more than the ground as I can hold my head up
My daughter asks me advice again (that is so good)
I am able to face life whatever that is without any drugs.
In general a good life.
I am a rich man a lucky Man as my heart fillls with love
Today I am off for the weekend with a lady I met a few weeks back. How good is that? Yep much better than lying in the corner in my own poop and pee all alone or waking up miles away not knowing what happened... I woke up this morning knowing what happened yesterday and the day before ... this is the life I love and its the life I have.
Thanks all of you, I do this one day at a time with your help.
Kevin
SR also supported One Year ago in giving up smoking, I was smoking 60 a day and its One year since I gave them away.
So I am grateful as:
I am sober and clean
I have a great program
I have many friends
I have a clear head
Getting clearer every day
a strong relationship with my HP
Happy even when I am not happy
Moments of contenment
I walk down the street and see more than the ground as I can hold my head up
My daughter asks me advice again (that is so good)
I am able to face life whatever that is without any drugs.
In general a good life.
I am a rich man a lucky Man as my heart fillls with love
Today I am off for the weekend with a lady I met a few weeks back. How good is that? Yep much better than lying in the corner in my own poop and pee all alone or waking up miles away not knowing what happened... I woke up this morning knowing what happened yesterday and the day before ... this is the life I love and its the life I have.
Thanks all of you, I do this one day at a time with your help.
Kevin
Trying to do the right thing.
Join Date: May 2006
Location: London
Posts: 4,345
Enjoy,.. (((Kev))) you deserve all the good that comes your way...
That saying of 'seize the moment' springs to mind....Just my opioin...just take care of You ((Kev)) as your worth so much..,.,! for real...
That saying of 'seize the moment' springs to mind....Just my opioin...just take care of You ((Kev)) as your worth so much..,.,! for real...
everything is already ok
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
Guess I pushed things too hard, wanted to meet a lady and so I did only to discover that its not that simple in recovery and that I did not want to be with her. It has brought up so many things from how my "relationships" when I was drinking. Basically they where disgusting. I accpeted anything I was offered.
So its good to know I have choices now but awful to live through what I did and put up with all those years. My self worth was -trillions.
I am wandering around feeling flat and struggling. I will not force issues again. I was doing well facing issues as they came up and moving forward.
Now I am immersed in pain and loathing by my own hand.
My Sobriety is still foremost and has a life of its own.
Kevin
So its good to know I have choices now but awful to live through what I did and put up with all those years. My self worth was -trillions.
I am wandering around feeling flat and struggling. I will not force issues again. I was doing well facing issues as they came up and moving forward.
Now I am immersed in pain and loathing by my own hand.
My Sobriety is still foremost and has a life of its own.
Kevin
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