Erin

An answer to your questions - at least from me - I don't know.

I went out and ran errands yesterday. I swung by the video store and grocery store (to p/u ice cream) and it hit me that usually on my Saturday errand runs I'd be picking up wine. It seemed like a distant memory. No urge or anything to get it. But a memory.

My life was pretty sad before. It amazes me how much time I fixated on booze and cigs.

I p/u video and groceries - went home for a content evening. I woke early this morning - clear headed and alright.

I feel like knocking on wood everyday now.