Thrillhou

Part three is here. Part two was like Castlevania II: Simon's Quest, it kind of sucked and made a lot of people upset. Hopefully this is like Castlevania III: Dracula's Curse, a return to form. Or it will be like Jaws 3D and be awful.

Thrillhou

Day 235. ​​​​​​

Here is Iron Maiden performing "Run to the Hills".

JamesW

Congratulations on day 235. Hope the WV cat flu is easing.

Hevyn

Congratulations on the start of Part 3 and 235 sober days.

Thrillhou

Day 236. The illness I had has mostly diminished. The physical illness has, the mental illness and the junkie illness remain unfortunately. For some reason I'm watching the movie "Author's Anonymous". I'm conflicted about it. One one hand, it sucks and it's boring. On the other hand Kaley Cuoco is in it so it has some redeeming value.

Thrillhou

The thing screwed up and double posted.

JamesW

I've noticed too how sobriety definitely leaves lots of room for questionable TV, my excuse is winter.

Well done on day 236

Hevyn

236 days - incredible!
James I agree. This winter seems particularly bleak.

Free2bme888

Come on, Thrill. It’s Thrill posting time……….🤓

Thrillhou

Day 237. Been kind of fiending the past couple of days. Not so much for alcohol, more for valium and weed. I don't have any, nor do I have any friends so I have no way to get it so don't worry. Not entirely sure what set me off, maybe it's just because I'm a basehead and baseheads gonna do baseheaddy things. Guy Smiley is the most underrated and underappreciated Sesame Street muppet. You see so much Sesame Street merchandise, but none with him on it. I think I went off on a tangent.

Hevyn

237 - how great is that!

I forgot all about Guy Smiley, now that you mention it.

Thrillhou

Feel like I'm slipping quite a bit. Will just ride it out and hope it's gone tomorrow.

Free2bme888

I had a rough day too.it’s just a day, not a rough life. Hope your funk ends soon. They usually do

JamesW

Hope you are feeling better today Thrill.

Thrillhou

Day 238. I was kind of teetering on a relapse yesterday, but I just went to bed and today it's better. I shouldn't listen to the fake news my brain tries to tell from DNN (Disease News Network). Hank the parakeet is standing on one foot like a flamingo. I guess that means he's just chilling and relaxing. Also as far as yesterdays topic goes apparently there is some Guy Smiley merchandise. I need to do more thorough research before posting things. I will consider purchasing it and making a designated Guy Smiley room in the house.

JamesW

Glad you made it through the wobble Thrill, well done.

Thrillhou

Wobbling again today too. I've been thinking about drinking all day. I hope I don't pull a Green Bay Packers and choke at the end after doing well for a long time...

Dee74

Have you done things like AA in the past TH?

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JamesW

The only thing which seems to help me is following the thoughts through ...... the emptiness when I eventually wake up, that it won't be just one night. I know where my drinking leads me and it isn't release. it's a ugly and mental chaos.
Do whatever you need to just get through today, except drinking. Whatever will distract you Thrill. Wish I could help Mate

Thrillhou

I've been in and out of AA since 2010. Recently I have been going regularly (about 5X a week).