24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 540
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Join Date: Nov 2013
Location: Off the beaten track, UK
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Another 24 for me please. Tired, slightly chilly and looking forward to a comfy bed. Finally got fed up with not sleeping so I grabbed some herbal tablets, only Valerian root extract but they might help with a cup of chamomile tea and some incense…
I feel like I’m being somewhat gaslighted by my ex, one day she’s wanting to meet up and go walking, next day she’s going to the coast with her dogs and doesn’t want me to contact her, then I get a good morning text but no reply when I text back 🤷♂️
Confused is an understatement and it’s not helping my state of mind.
On another positive note though, I’ve been in touch with my doctor to reinstate my prescription for antidepressants. I’m not a huge fan of taking them but I feel like I need them at the moment, especially until my head levels out a little…
So day 18 draws to a close for me, wishing peace and love from my rather frosty part of the Midlands. 2212 UK time. I didn’t drink today, so it’s a good day in my book.
James
I feel like I’m being somewhat gaslighted by my ex, one day she’s wanting to meet up and go walking, next day she’s going to the coast with her dogs and doesn’t want me to contact her, then I get a good morning text but no reply when I text back 🤷♂️
Confused is an understatement and it’s not helping my state of mind.
On another positive note though, I’ve been in touch with my doctor to reinstate my prescription for antidepressants. I’m not a huge fan of taking them but I feel like I need them at the moment, especially until my head levels out a little…
So day 18 draws to a close for me, wishing peace and love from my rather frosty part of the Midlands. 2212 UK time. I didn’t drink today, so it’s a good day in my book.
James
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Location: German Village, Columbus with my love ♥
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James ~ I see a pattern here. I am so sorry that your ex is gaslighting you, but I am guessing you can see it as well.
You are going along fine being sober and trying to re-build and then this stuff derails you. Just my thoughts. With love.
s ❤️
You are going along fine being sober and trying to re-build and then this stuff derails you. Just my thoughts. With love.
s ❤️
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Not this time it won’t Venus, but it’s not a particularly healthy place for me to be. I understand she’s hurt by my behaviour, and that’s my responsibility, but it almost feels like there’s an element of revenge now, because she knows I still care.
I must put myself first, I need to be well.
I must put myself first, I need to be well.
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Yes....and you do not need that right now. This is your time. Time to get healthy and re-build. Time for you to shine without having to worry about this sort of thing. Putting you first is the way to go. 
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Join Date: Apr 2013
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Looks like our very warm weather will continue through Thanksgiving. 🍂🍂
The Santa Ana winds will be joining us here in the Valley too. 💨💨 I have many memories of watching fire fighters (on the local TV news) being served their Thanksgiving meals at a forest fire location. Sigh …. they looked so exhausted ….😔 👩🏼🚒
Let’s pray this Thanksgiving those gusty winds will be mild. 🙏🏼🌌
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