venuscat

Maybe you can caII her SS. Reach out by phone. s

GIad to see you dear Scott. s xxxx

And are you getting the J&J vaccine? I was wondering as you said you are off to visit your daughter on Thursday.

Scott2295

No, I think it’s Moderna. She gets tested every couple days and has been very careful so we should be good.

AL48

Look after yourself Scott and dont beat yourself up about it we are all here to help each other

silversky

Thanks V. We did speak by phone. She reached out to me tho. I can't share my secret sobriety right now because I never shared my secret relapse. People in my real life think I got sober about 4 years ago. I don't talk about it. I'm glad I have this outlet here to be more open and honest. There is certainly much less shame today but it's still a secret and secrets are burdens.

venuscat

I understand s

I did that in my own Iife....I got sober in 2008 for months and I never admitted to anyone that I was drinking again. AIso for four years.
It hurt my heart and souI....
You are not aIone. s xx ❤️

Enemdio

Good man, Scott - straight back on the horse (Wagon?) - VCat and SS, it must have been hard not being able to be open with people, I remember when I relapsed, I told everyone - they were all fine as I was never perceived to have a problem, but my daughter did say she was disappointed. I've never forgotten that.
Sunday night, 6pm - Big Witcherly - hold on tight

Enemdio

Congrats, Bodhi on 52 days - solid foundation - over 7 weeks - 7 weeks sounds a long time.

Dee74

Welcome back Scott
What do you think stopped you from reaching out here first?

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Scott2295

Thanks Dee - That is a good question and I don’t know what kept me from posting here. I should have. I have to think hard about that. The goofy thing is that I didn’t enjoy it at all. Thankfully, it was only a few days and I didn’t drink as much as I have in the past. It was also easier to stop this time and I don’t feel sick at all. Just tired from the lousy sleep.

AL48

Morning everyone this mornings weigh in was great down 26lbs so far to 199.8lbs first time under 200 for a loooooong time only 14lbs to go. Only issue is im going to have to go to a chiropractor at some stage my lower back isnt doing as well as the rest of my body.have a great day everyone

silversky

Congrats on the weight loss AL. You are making some dramatic changes. Go you!

I saw the date today, March 29, and my first thought was 2 months sober. So grateful.

It's been a week on 1 cup of coffee a day (then decaf or tea) and that's going well. Less ups & downs I think.

Back to work today. Hope we all have a good day.

Dee74

new thread time
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ad-pt-3-a.html (Class of February 2021 Support Thread Pt 3)

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