Class of November 2019 Part 7
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Originally Posted by venuscat 
I think we all need to mindfully go one step at a time here darling Willow.
I am also anxious. I would imagine it's everyone right now.
But we do this together.
s xx
And you are doing wonderfully woman!!! xx ❤️
I am also anxious. I would imagine it's everyone right now.
But we do this together.
s xxAnd you are doing wonderfully woman!!!
xx ❤️Thanks Suze
❤️❤️❤️You’re wonderful
xxx
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Thanks for the support Willow. I have wondered whether I should try with her but forcing something that isn't there will almost certainly mean I lose her. There's certainly plenty there in terms of love and respect but not sure there is enough physical attraction. It also kills me how upset I made her but I just have to give her time and maybe we can get back to being friends, just not as intense. It's hard because it's very difficult to get that kind of connection with people - it is special. Maybe it can still be. But for now I will just have to suck it up and hope for the best.
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Briansy I’m sorry you drank but so glad you went to the doctor and are back. The situation with Leonie sounds like it wasn’t sustainable the way it was, but I’m sure you’re devastated to not have any more contact with her. I know she was really special to you.
Willow it sounds like you’re really mindful of your mental health and taking care of yourself as best you can, which is so great.
Hi Suze
We are doing well here in Belize. NYC schools closed as you may have seen on the news and the city is close to being on lockdown. Most court cases are being adjourned. My organization has moved to working from home. I’ve asked my boss whether I can work from here next week. If not, I will likely take another week of vacation so we can stay for a while longer. Bf has one court case he needs to figure out what’s happening with, but if that gets put over, we should be good to hang out here until the end of March. Then home, to whatever there is to go home to.
Willow it sounds like you’re really mindful of your mental health and taking care of yourself as best you can, which is so great.
Hi Suze
We are doing well here in Belize. NYC schools closed as you may have seen on the news and the city is close to being on lockdown. Most court cases are being adjourned. My organization has moved to working from home. I’ve asked my boss whether I can work from here next week. If not, I will likely take another week of vacation so we can stay for a while longer. Bf has one court case he needs to figure out what’s happening with, but if that gets put over, we should be good to hang out here until the end of March. Then home, to whatever there is to go home to.
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Yes, even in Cali the sore shelves are empty! I think that due to the media, people are buying and hoarding. I am unable to leave my house, due to my condition.. They are trying all sorts of ways to get food to seniors, or those with underlying conditions. Thank goodness I had already stocked the freezer! t's crazy out there! Hubby did whatever he could to get essentials (ie. dog food, milk,but no TP...or bread. ) What is going on with this pandemic???!!!!
So, last night I went to my sister's for corned beef and cabbage (an early St. Patty's day!) She got wasted and she has a new BF who is not a drinker. Wonder how long THAT will last!
So, last night I went to my sister's for corned beef and cabbage (an early St. Patty's day!) She got wasted and she has a new BF who is not a drinker. Wonder how long THAT will last!
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This is my 75th day, which I'm pleased with. I think it must be because I'm seeing an alternative therapist as well as the regular one. In fact the regular one was previously an alternative one as well but he went alternative again by mistake and now has found himself back at regular.
No I'm not really seeing anyone; I wouldn't know what I was expected to say. They'd have to tell me.
I wish all you Novemberers well. None of us are asking too much out of life and deserve a bit of something.
And special good wishes to you Trudgingagain; keep fighting.
No I'm not really seeing anyone; I wouldn't know what I was expected to say. They'd have to tell me.
I wish all you Novemberers well. None of us are asking too much out of life and deserve a bit of something.
And special good wishes to you Trudgingagain; keep fighting.
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Great to hear from you Tap, and congratulations on 75 days
I generally don’t have any problem with something to say, although half of it’s probably nonsense. I do have a tendency to talk. A lot lol but not in large groups. Then I go totally silent. Or even small groups actually. I tend to talk a lot when I’m comfortable with someone. Or when I’m nervous, and I get up a stream of nervous chatter, until I realise it and then get embarrassed and go quiet. I’m a bit socially awkward actually.... but talk a lot when I’m comfortable 
It’s Wed morning here and some of my work has been temporarily suspended. In a way I’m glad to have a bit less pressure, I was a bit too busy and that was adding to anxiety. Seeing the counsellor today so I’ll talk to her about what’s going on in my crazy anxious head. Hopefully get some clarity, or at least some tools for my calm sober toolbox.
Happy humpday (It’s 6.13am Wed here)
I generally don’t have any problem with something to say, although half of it’s probably nonsense. I do have a tendency to talk. A lot lol
but not in large groups. Then I go totally silent. Or even small groups actually. I tend to talk a lot when I’m comfortable with someone. Or when I’m nervous, and I get up a stream of nervous chatter, until I realise it and then get embarrassed and go quiet. I’m a bit socially awkward actually.... but talk a lot when I’m comfortable It’s Wed morning here and some of my work has been temporarily suspended. In a way I’m glad to have a bit less pressure, I was a bit too busy and that was adding to anxiety. Seeing the counsellor today so I’ll talk to her about what’s going on in my crazy anxious head. Hopefully get some clarity, or at least some tools for my calm sober toolbox.
Happy humpday (It’s 6.13am Wed here)
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