Class of May 2017 Support Thread Part Three
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Class of May 2017 Support Thread Part Three
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Hey everyone, Sun glad to hear your doing good (and your friend came and visited )lol. I guess I have to say I'm feeling pretty good also. I sold my motorcycle about a month before I got sober, lately I've been missing it, I remember a day when I use to use riding as a stress reliever. this is the first time in 25+ years I haven't had a bike. Not real sure why I brought that up, it was just on my mind.
Lots of love and hugs to all.
stay sober my friends.
Lots of love and hugs to all.
stay sober my friends.
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My dearest Sunny, here I am, sober at bedtime and although I'm not dancing with joy at least I feel stable moodwise. Like after a emotional drunk.
These last two days have been the toughest for a while. I guess I have enough clarity to feel that big empty hole inside, and I want it gone *now*. AA kindov promises it gets filled but that's a lot to take on trust. I want to know when.
I don't much like posting negative things because I want to help people feel better, but I was really lifted to see many people on our 24 thread had similar experiences.
There's such a stigma about mental health. I think of all those people suffering in silence through fear of being judged.
I forced myself to share at my meeting tonight and several people came up after and told me they'd had the same.
So I'm far from special and different!!!
Such a huge weight off my mind.
I do love you honey. Thank you for all your help my lovely girl. We've come this far and we'll go a bit further
(((Sunny)))
These last two days have been the toughest for a while. I guess I have enough clarity to feel that big empty hole inside, and I want it gone *now*. AA kindov promises it gets filled but that's a lot to take on trust. I want to know when.
I don't much like posting negative things because I want to help people feel better, but I was really lifted to see many people on our 24 thread had similar experiences.
There's such a stigma about mental health. I think of all those people suffering in silence through fear of being judged.
I forced myself to share at my meeting tonight and several people came up after and told me they'd had the same.
So I'm far from special and different!!!
Such a huge weight off my mind.
I do love you honey. Thank you for all your help my lovely girl. We've come this far and we'll go a bit further
(((Sunny)))
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" Backslappers club " has me in fits of giggles.
I have a mental picture of a 1940s movie where all the guys are milling around in their suits and hats patting one another on the back in a well done kindov way - until someone does it too hard and the whole lot of them are on the floor fighting. Lol
I have a mental picture of a 1940s movie where all the guys are milling around in their suits and hats patting one another on the back in a well done kindov way - until someone does it too hard and the whole lot of them are on the floor fighting. Lol
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Thanks Dee
You always say the right thing
I hope you're not a computer generated artificial intelligence. They've got very good.
It's difficult to ask for help. Especially when the help needed is just to be loved and accepted. I was lucky to be in such a desperate state when I signed up here I'd do anything. Lucky it's kept me in AA FOR Months doing as I'm told.
I had a bad Childhood like tons of people and I've been doing it on my own since 14 probably, not trusting people. alcohol helped for years. It's funny you keep people at arms Length to stop getting hurt then a bunch of people die or you move too many times And you drink yourself down to a whole other level of existence and you finally are on your own - and that's not the answer either.
Spose I think it's only me who ever thinks or feels bad. I get jealous of other people's lives too easily. I'm finding out that behind shiny appearances there's a lot of strife. It's good for me to grow up.
You always say the right thing
I hope you're not a computer generated artificial intelligence. They've got very good.
It's difficult to ask for help. Especially when the help needed is just to be loved and accepted. I was lucky to be in such a desperate state when I signed up here I'd do anything. Lucky it's kept me in AA FOR Months doing as I'm told.
I had a bad Childhood like tons of people and I've been doing it on my own since 14 probably, not trusting people. alcohol helped for years. It's funny you keep people at arms Length to stop getting hurt then a bunch of people die or you move too many times And you drink yourself down to a whole other level of existence and you finally are on your own - and that's not the answer either.
Spose I think it's only me who ever thinks or feels bad. I get jealous of other people's lives too easily. I'm finding out that behind shiny appearances there's a lot of strife. It's good for me to grow up.
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Hi guys- Weev, are you feeling any better?
I get jealous of other people's lives too and then quickly remind myself that their isn't a damn person in this world without problems, insecurities and vices. We all have our issues to deal with and our lessons to learn in life- it's why we are here.
I do hope you are feeling better- I couldn't quite understand what you were going through but did it have to do with seeing entities? The strange thing is, you were the second person this week to mention it so I wanted to share the first thing I saw which was posted on FB by a friend:
https://healthfoodsoul.com/spiritual...l-consumption/
Then, I started thinking about my rage and my depression which has gone on since I was 13 and also this reading I had with a spirit channeler who told me I was depressed because entities had attached to me during those times of depression. I did some research and found this:
https://www.sanctusgermanus.net/engl...ossession.html
It's a group that will pray for you- do a long distance healing to remove any negative entities. I am going to email them (you just need to email and they do it for free.) It's worth a shot, isn't it? I mean my crazy moods have me feeling like I am "possessed" and that's how I've been describing it for quite some time now. Does this resonate with you at all? Let me know what you think.
Rainman, how are you doing? It's been a while- could you check in?
Have a great Sunday everyone...
I get jealous of other people's lives too and then quickly remind myself that their isn't a damn person in this world without problems, insecurities and vices. We all have our issues to deal with and our lessons to learn in life- it's why we are here.
I do hope you are feeling better- I couldn't quite understand what you were going through but did it have to do with seeing entities? The strange thing is, you were the second person this week to mention it so I wanted to share the first thing I saw which was posted on FB by a friend:
https://healthfoodsoul.com/spiritual...l-consumption/
Then, I started thinking about my rage and my depression which has gone on since I was 13 and also this reading I had with a spirit channeler who told me I was depressed because entities had attached to me during those times of depression. I did some research and found this:
https://www.sanctusgermanus.net/engl...ossession.html
It's a group that will pray for you- do a long distance healing to remove any negative entities. I am going to email them (you just need to email and they do it for free.) It's worth a shot, isn't it? I mean my crazy moods have me feeling like I am "possessed" and that's how I've been describing it for quite some time now. Does this resonate with you at all? Let me know what you think.
Rainman, how are you doing? It's been a while- could you check in?
Have a great Sunday everyone...
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Originally Posted by Sunflowerlife 
Here's a general decree to be used often throughout your days and nights:
"I invoke the mighty I AM presence to flood my world with light, perfection, wisdom, love, abundance and protection."
"I invoke the mighty I AM presence to flood my world with light, perfection, wisdom, love, abundance and protection."
Love Weev
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Rainman, you're here! What have you been up to?
I've had a day and a half of feeling happy and recovered. Which is good because that's what sobriety must feel like.
But just had a physio session and now I feel something, who knows what, and it's making me wish I'd learned some emotions as a teenager. When you're supposed to.
I've had a day and a half of feeling happy and recovered. Which is good because that's what sobriety must feel like.
But just had a physio session and now I feel something, who knows what, and it's making me wish I'd learned some emotions as a teenager. When you're supposed to.
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Thanks for checking on me, it means a lot. This past weekend we were are my daughters house in OK, They had a present for me, first the card. It had a picture of a donut and it said -There's No Sprinkle-Coating it...Life can be hard. But DONUT Worry. inside it said.. You've Got what it takes to make it through anything. they signed it,Happy 100 days. they also gave me a coffee cup that says Motivation in a Mug.
We went up there so I could take a look at the house their living in (rental). they've been have problems it flooding when it rains. Long story short (maybe). We're worried about black mold, So my daughter, grand daughter , 3 dogs and a cat may move in with us until Dec/Jan. Son-in law will be with us on weekends. Also found out my Step Moms cancer has returned (Lungs) Doctor is tell them 4-6 months. Fri I go to court for my DWI, don't think anything will happen at this appearance but don't know.
The first part of this I told you the good, the middle I told you the not so good. Just have to end it on a good note:
Today I have been sober 101 days, today I am really proud of myself, today I am so thankful of the support I have. Today I am 100% committed to continue staying sober. I pray to GOD to be with me, I don't ask him to fix the things that are wrong, I ask him for his Will be done.
Rainman
We went up there so I could take a look at the house their living in (rental). they've been have problems it flooding when it rains. Long story short (maybe). We're worried about black mold, So my daughter, grand daughter , 3 dogs and a cat may move in with us until Dec/Jan. Son-in law will be with us on weekends. Also found out my Step Moms cancer has returned (Lungs) Doctor is tell them 4-6 months. Fri I go to court for my DWI, don't think anything will happen at this appearance but don't know.
The first part of this I told you the good, the middle I told you the not so good. Just have to end it on a good note:
Today I have been sober 101 days, today I am really proud of myself, today I am so thankful of the support I have. Today I am 100% committed to continue staying sober. I pray to GOD to be with me, I don't ask him to fix the things that are wrong, I ask him for his Will be done.
Rainman
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Originally Posted by Rainman1
Thanks for checking on me, it means a lot. This past weekend we were are my daughters house in OK, They had a present for me, first the card. It had a picture of a donut and it said -There's No Sprinkle-Coating it...Life can be hard. But DONUT Worry. inside it said.. You've Got what it takes to make it through anything. they signed it,Happy 100 days. they also gave me a coffee cup that says Motivation in a Mug.
We went up there so I could take a look at the house their living in (rental). they've been have problems it flooding when it rains. Long story short (maybe). We're worried about black mold, So my daughter, grand daughter , 3 dogs and a cat may move in with us until Dec/Jan. Son-in law will be with us on weekends. Also found out my Step Moms cancer has returned (Lungs) Doctor is tell them 4-6 months. Fri I go to court for my DWI, don't think anything will happen at this appearance but don't know.
The first part of this I told you the good, the middle I told you the not so good. Just have to end it on a good note:
Today I have been sober 101 days, today I am really proud of myself, today I am so thankful of the support I have. Today I am 100% committed to continue staying sober. I pray to GOD to be with me, I don't ask him to fix the things that are wrong, I ask him for his Will be done.
Rainman
We went up there so I could take a look at the house their living in (rental). they've been have problems it flooding when it rains. Long story short (maybe). We're worried about black mold, So my daughter, grand daughter , 3 dogs and a cat may move in with us until Dec/Jan. Son-in law will be with us on weekends. Also found out my Step Moms cancer has returned (Lungs) Doctor is tell them 4-6 months. Fri I go to court for my DWI, don't think anything will happen at this appearance but don't know.
The first part of this I told you the good, the middle I told you the not so good. Just have to end it on a good note:
Today I have been sober 101 days, today I am really proud of myself, today I am so thankful of the support I have. Today I am 100% committed to continue staying sober. I pray to GOD to be with me, I don't ask him to fix the things that are wrong, I ask him for his Will be done.
Rainman
Congratulations on 101.
I've only had my Higher Power for a month! But it's changing my life around in ways I didn't expect. It's certainly diminishing my fear of the future. Sometimes I can almost think that everything will be okay!!
"All shall be well, and all shall be well and all manner of things shall be well". Not sure if that's the proper quote but I like it and I wish it for your family too. Lots of love to the lot of you.
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