24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 469
I finally listened to my first speaker from the website recovery audio that MsV gave us few months ago! Been wanting to listen but either forgot(even though bookmarked it) or was able to go mtgs. But now working overnight, so going mtgs is tricky, I’ve curved out time to on the way there.
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Scary weekend with 2 ambulance calls the middle of the night- Friday, then Saturday for my poor mother. She spent the day at emergency Saturday, went home and nearly went back again but miraculously she stabilized without another blood transfusion. She is as strong as they come; so proud of her courage though she is probably very near the end of her life. You just never know and it does no good to worry— just keep going.
We were with her all weekend, and finally she was able to eat supper tonight and her condition is stable. I am home and exhausted but it’s all worth it to finally see her smile and relax . A day at a time, sometimes a minute. Very grateful to be sober and able to really step up. We have a lovely young caregiver who is such a blessing.
I’m happily in warm pajamas, focusing on the good. I haven’t had time to sleep and have eaten little, and have a full week of intense work coming but it all pales in comparison to what matters most. I’ll catch up and be ok. I have a little extra holiday stuffing on me anyway..I’m quite unlikely to starve
If I was drinking I would be a real mess. Now it’s quite possible that nothing, I mean nothing will bother me at all this week. I’ll probably annoy everyone with my upcoming Monday morning cheer. There will be more tension and more drama and I will get in trouble for laughing. I’ve been sucked into that so many times—I’m done! Move us to the Outer Banks..Okracoke Island. I’ll commute the 48 hours each way Maybe everyone will quit. So what! My mother smiled at me and was no longer in pain when I left tonight—it’s all I need.
Yes 24 more for me! I missed you 24s, all of my friends and the Cat. There are no groceries in the house.. Is popcorn food? Of course it is. I am not eating kibble. Ready for a show- my bed feels amazing right now!
Hope you are doing well—need to catch up on posts.
Love
Xxxxxxx
Vo
We were with her all weekend, and finally she was able to eat supper tonight and her condition is stable. I am home and exhausted but it’s all worth it to finally see her smile and relax . A day at a time, sometimes a minute. Very grateful to be sober and able to really step up. We have a lovely young caregiver who is such a blessing.
I’m happily in warm pajamas, focusing on the good. I haven’t had time to sleep and have eaten little, and have a full week of intense work coming but it all pales in comparison to what matters most. I’ll catch up and be ok. I have a little extra holiday stuffing on me anyway..I’m quite unlikely to starve
If I was drinking I would be a real mess. Now it’s quite possible that nothing, I mean nothing will bother me at all this week. I’ll probably annoy everyone with my upcoming Monday morning cheer. There will be more tension and more drama and I will get in trouble for laughing. I’ve been sucked into that so many times—I’m done! Move us to the Outer Banks..Okracoke Island. I’ll commute the 48 hours each way Maybe everyone will quit. So what! My mother smiled at me and was no longer in pain when I left tonight—it’s all I need.
Yes 24 more for me! I missed you 24s, all of my friends and the Cat. There are no groceries in the house.. Is popcorn food? Of course it is. I am not eating kibble. Ready for a show- my bed feels amazing right now!
Hope you are doing well—need to catch up on posts.
Love
Xxxxxxx
Vo
Popcorn can definitely count as a meal. Hopefully tomorrow you’ll have some time to get a few groceries in.
❤️Delilah
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Icedvovo, you are incredible! Look at you turning all that stress and worry into strength. You're so right - nothing will bother you this week. You're an inspiration and are making me, your mum, all of us so proud. Sending you and your mum loads of love xxx
Love to everyone and 24 more for me please xxx
Love to everyone and 24 more for me please xxx
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Icedvovo - sending you admiration and very best thoughts. Your mum is lucky to have you. And yes, popcorn is food!
I have been away since the end of December and haven't had the opportunity to post. Now I'm back I'm going to enjoy reading all your posts from the last few days and in the mesntime 24 hours for me please.
I have been away since the end of December and haven't had the opportunity to post. Now I'm back I'm going to enjoy reading all your posts from the last few days and in the mesntime 24 hours for me please.
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