24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 448
~~~~ & the longer the better. Slips and urges got me thinking.
While it is great to have heaps of sober time , day 1 of a slip is pretty rotten-----------hence I came up with D.O.P.E. Day one practising imbecile, a day and title I never wish to exclaim.
While it is great to have heaps of sober time , day 1 of a slip is pretty rotten-----------hence I came up with D.O.P.E. Day one practising imbecile, a day and title I never wish to exclaim.
Had a good Fourth here despite the war zone going on outside.....is it always that obnoxious? I think it may have been my first sober July 4 since I don't remember the previous ones.....I was probably always passed out by that point! I'll take 24 more please
Good morning all. I am back with my tail between my legs to ask if you will have me back.
I have not had a drink but everything else has disintegrated around me and my mental health is at its worst as a sober person. I feel like it is only a matter of time before I cave in.
I am home alone right now and it is seriously like the first few days again. Clock watching and fighting every fibre in my body not to drink. How can that be? Has anybody else had acute cravings out of no-where with good sober time behind them?
The trigger to my latest meltdown is a situation with my ex-husband where I have had to go to him to ask for money for my daughter's brace and he has done his usual thing by making me wait for 3 weeks for a concrete reply and even with the reply it is basically a "no" hidden in a cleverly worded email to make it sound like I am being unreasonable asking. This has literally driven me insane.
If I were well I could shake it off and see it for what it is. I am not well. This has sent me into flip-out crazy mode.
I'm babbling. Sorry.
I am going to go and walk the dog and I have a doctors appointment at 12.
Please let me get through today sober. I'm just so angry and frightened and down. 24 please xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I have not had a drink but everything else has disintegrated around me and my mental health is at its worst as a sober person. I feel like it is only a matter of time before I cave in.
I am home alone right now and it is seriously like the first few days again. Clock watching and fighting every fibre in my body not to drink. How can that be? Has anybody else had acute cravings out of no-where with good sober time behind them?
The trigger to my latest meltdown is a situation with my ex-husband where I have had to go to him to ask for money for my daughter's brace and he has done his usual thing by making me wait for 3 weeks for a concrete reply and even with the reply it is basically a "no" hidden in a cleverly worded email to make it sound like I am being unreasonable asking. This has literally driven me insane.
If I were well I could shake it off and see it for what it is. I am not well. This has sent me into flip-out crazy mode.
I'm babbling. Sorry.
I am going to go and walk the dog and I have a doctors appointment at 12.
Please let me get through today sober. I'm just so angry and frightened and down. 24 please xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Good morning all. I am back with my tail between my legs to ask if you will have me back.
I have not had a drink but everything else has disintegrated around me and my mental health is at its worst as a sober person. I feel like it is only a matter of time before I cave in.
I am home alone right now and it is seriously like the first few days again. Clock watching and fighting every fibre in my body not to drink. How can that be? Has anybody else had acute cravings out of no-where with good sober time behind them?
The trigger to my latest meltdown is a situation with my ex-husband where I have had to go to him to ask for money for my daughter's brace and he has done his usual thing by making me wait for 3 weeks for a concrete reply and even with the reply it is basically a "no" hidden in a cleverly worded email to make it sound like I am being unreasonable asking. This has literally driven me insane.
If I were well I could shake it off and see it for what it is. I am not well. This has sent me into flip-out crazy mode.
I'm babbling. Sorry.
I am going to go and walk the dog and I have a doctors appointment at 12.
Please let me get through today sober. I'm just so angry and frightened and down. 24 please xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I have not had a drink but everything else has disintegrated around me and my mental health is at its worst as a sober person. I feel like it is only a matter of time before I cave in.
I am home alone right now and it is seriously like the first few days again. Clock watching and fighting every fibre in my body not to drink. How can that be? Has anybody else had acute cravings out of no-where with good sober time behind them?
The trigger to my latest meltdown is a situation with my ex-husband where I have had to go to him to ask for money for my daughter's brace and he has done his usual thing by making me wait for 3 weeks for a concrete reply and even with the reply it is basically a "no" hidden in a cleverly worded email to make it sound like I am being unreasonable asking. This has literally driven me insane.
If I were well I could shake it off and see it for what it is. I am not well. This has sent me into flip-out crazy mode.
I'm babbling. Sorry.
I am going to go and walk the dog and I have a doctors appointment at 12.
Please let me get through today sober. I'm just so angry and frightened and down. 24 please xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
We are not having you back girl, because we never let you go.....we all miss you and think about you every day. Now we can help you honey. s
No matter where we are on this journey, hard stuff in life can be a huge trigger...we need support to get through this stuff. Everyone does I think.
Just love. And more love. And more hugs. ♥♥♥
Really glad you had a good day love. ♥
A good recovery action plan is worth it's weight in gold RBJ
I posted in your other thread Jo but I'm glad you came back here for support
congrats to our milestoners
goodbyeevan ~ 1 year & 4 months! ♥
julietUK ~ 1 year & 6 months!! ♥
soberista ~ 1 year & 6 months!! ♥
quitter62 ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
SoberLeigh ~ 7 years & 7 months! ♥
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I posted in your other thread Jo but I'm glad you came back here for support
congrats to our milestoners
goodbyeevan ~ 1 year & 4 months! ♥
julietUK ~ 1 year & 6 months!! ♥
soberista ~ 1 year & 6 months!! ♥
quitter62 ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
SoberLeigh ~ 7 years & 7 months! ♥
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"Obstacles, when viewed in a positive light, are simply stepping-stones on the journey to success." - Byron Pulsifer
5:35am in Alberta, another 24 for me please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
5:35am in Alberta, another 24 for me please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 9 am EDT ~ 8.59 am EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
brenny
Bubovski
BuffyDog
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coco6054
Coldfusion
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
dpac414
Endoftheday
erfra7
Free2bme888
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
Hats
Hevyn
Jacks123
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
Kris47
KTB5000
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lortle
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NorthernLass
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
PippoRossi
Plenny
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Sharpy
slipperyknot
SnoozyQ
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
SparkForLife
stargazer016
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
Tictoc
Treesofgreen
TrueNewGirl
Tynesider22
Upstairs
venuscat
Vinificent
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
24 hours: 9 am EDT ~ 8.59 am EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
brenny
Bubovski
BuffyDog
Canadian Koala
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coco6054
Coldfusion
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
dpac414
Endoftheday
erfra7
Free2bme888
FormerBeerLover
Gabe1980
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
Hats
Hevyn
Jacks123
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
Kris47
KTB5000
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lortle
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NorthernLass
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
PippoRossi
Plenny
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Sharpy
slipperyknot
SnoozyQ
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
SparkForLife
stargazer016
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
Tictoc
Treesofgreen
TrueNewGirl
Tynesider22
Upstairs
venuscat
Vinificent
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
July 5, 2019
Rainman1 ~ 2 years & 2 months! ♥
BringingBackB ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
Rainman1 ~ 2 years & 2 months! ♥
BringingBackB ~ 2 years & 7 months! ♥
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