24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 434
kent honey ~ I think that your subconscious is brilliant....you were able to see and feel all over again what it would be like to lose those magic 850 days. And be even more committed than ever.....you know that NO trigger can win over you....kind of awesome.
Love you. ♥
Love you. ♥
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 9 am EST ~ 8.59 am EST.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Canadian Koala
CeeFarro
Chaisson
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coldfusion
Coco6054
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
H379
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
KinseyMillhone
Kris47
Lascaux
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
listae
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
mariposa
Minion09
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
Paperbag
Petecrab
PhoenixJ
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SaturatedSeize
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
streetpizza
Stubbs16
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
theVman31
Time2LLL60
tomls
trudgingagain
Tynesider22
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
WaterOx
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
24 hours: 9 am EST ~ 8.59 am EST.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
Bailey3
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Canadian Koala
CeeFarro
Chaisson
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coldfusion
Coco6054
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
Endoftheday
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer ♥RIP♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
H379
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
jimmyJlover
joandmelandhan
John65
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
KinseyMillhone
Kris47
Lascaux
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
listae
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
mariposa
Minion09
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
OliveDog
Optimist4ever57
Paperbag
Petecrab
PhoenixJ
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SaturatedSeize
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
streetpizza
Stubbs16
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
theVman31
Time2LLL60
tomls
trudgingagain
Tynesider22
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
WaterOx
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog
Onward together! ♥
♥ thank you dear abcowboy. ♥
March 2, 2019
theVman31 ~ 3 months! ♥
Tynesider22 ~ 8 months! ♥
Canadian Koala ~ 2 years & 3 months! ♥
kenton ~ 2 years & 4 months! ♥
vanaprastha ~ 3 years & 7 months! ♥
theVman31 ~ 3 months! ♥
Tynesider22 ~ 8 months! ♥
Canadian Koala ~ 2 years & 3 months! ♥
kenton ~ 2 years & 4 months! ♥
vanaprastha ~ 3 years & 7 months! ♥
Had the most vivid drinking dream last night. It was more than my usual drinking dreams, it was a dream relapse. I looked at bottles of wine in my dream and tried to fight my AV and then thought, '**** it' and drank. A lot naturally. And then I had a dream hangover and dream shame and self -hatred. Felt exhausted when I woke up. And so relieved that it was only a dream. And what's interesting is that I know exactly why my dream relapse happened. Last night I was confronted with my number 1 trigger and whilst I didn't drink and didn't even contemplate drinking, interesting that my subconscious reverted to my old ways of dealing with pain. Not going to go into details about the trigger.... Seems petty given everything that everyone else is going through... I just found the link between the trigger and my subconscious interesting. Today is day 850 for me and I am so happy to be continuing on this journey hangover free this morning.
More prayers for you and your family today Rainman. It's 2 years now since my dad died and I remember those enormous waves of grief. The waves are much smaller now but I know they will never leave me and in a strange way, I don't want them to leave me. In every cathedral and church we visited in Bruges, I lit a candle for my dad and I felt so strongly that he was seeing everything with me. Through my eyes. Our loved ones never really leave us.... They're always there, guiding us along our path.
Congrats to everyone celebrating a milestone today. 24 more for me please xxxx
More prayers for you and your family today Rainman. It's 2 years now since my dad died and I remember those enormous waves of grief. The waves are much smaller now but I know they will never leave me and in a strange way, I don't want them to leave me. In every cathedral and church we visited in Bruges, I lit a candle for my dad and I felt so strongly that he was seeing everything with me. Through my eyes. Our loved ones never really leave us.... They're always there, guiding us along our path.
Congrats to everyone celebrating a milestone today. 24 more for me please xxxx
Jojo, sending you a huge hug of love
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