Class of July 2013 Part 57
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Originally Posted by Soberwolf 
I had to go find the mouse post and shook when I read it lol
Thanks CW but it's the chirpy normal posts that help me the most I try not to dwell not that I don't care just maybe I care too much and if I let it it will put me in a wellhole of a depression Il struggle with a lot longer if I just let go with love but never forget I sound Cray Cray but I guess everyone deals with grief differently
I wasn't in contact but I'm saddened for the remaining family left behind
Love you CW and all of you too
Thanks CW but it's the chirpy normal posts that help me the most I try not to dwell not that I don't care just maybe I care too much and if I let it it will put me in a wellhole of a depression Il struggle with a lot longer if I just let go with love but never forget I sound Cray Cray but I guess everyone deals with grief differently
I wasn't in contact but I'm saddened for the remaining family left behind
Love you CW and all of you too
That absolutely resonated with me. I’m going to try not dwell. Thank you xxx
Thanks guys for your lovely responses re Angie. Back in 6 months to recheck xxx
I love you Julyers
Oh Wolfy, yes I released the meece. He went home and told his family of a very grave near miss.
Lots to tell his grandchildren
Squeak ....
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All lovely locations! I’d live in all of them.
Definitely considering those in the future.
I think I’ll be living by myself so probably end up getting a unit close to the city for now.
I wish I could write an essay and update you all. Basically my partner told me they were supportive of an opportunity we had coming up in Victoria. Now it’s all coming to fruition, the cold feet and barriers are coming from him. I’ve been left to do everything myself....and of course, given you all knew me back in my alone days, you all know I’m more than capable of being alone.
Im at peace with it.
Definitely considering those in the future.
I think I’ll be living by myself so probably end up getting a unit close to the city for now.
I wish I could write an essay and update you all. Basically my partner told me they were supportive of an opportunity we had coming up in Victoria. Now it’s all coming to fruition, the cold feet and barriers are coming from him. I’ve been left to do everything myself....and of course, given you all knew me back in my alone days, you all know I’m more than capable of being alone.
Im at peace with it.
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Reminiscing on my sobriety journey so far, and thinking how blessed I am to be coming up to my 4 year anniversary on April 1st. I went back and read part of the Julyers thread from back then.
....boy, so beautiful. A pic of beautiful Leah in snow up to her cute snout. A gorgeous pic of Wendy at school with Ryleigh. Leshar was having a happy time in Mexico. Thank you all for being kind to me when I’ve been ratty at times over the years.
Leshar, if you are reading this, thank you for your kindness and caring words to me during that time. I miss you lots, and think of you often.xx
....boy, so beautiful. A pic of beautiful Leah in snow up to her cute snout. A gorgeous pic of Wendy at school with Ryleigh. Leshar was having a happy time in Mexico. Thank you all for being kind to me when I’ve been ratty at times over the years.
Leshar, if you are reading this, thank you for your kindness and caring words to me during that time. I miss you lots, and think of you often.xx
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Hello all, hello dear Croissant/CW. I miss you too and all of you, so, so much.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
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Our darling Leshar.
I know that took a LOT for you to share.
You have no idea how many Julyers will be thrilled to see this.
Just remember, my darling friend, that no matter how down you feel , we are all in this together.
Thanks for supporting me through my last bout of alcoholism. You really helped me.
We are all here to do the same for you sweetheart.
We take solace in the fact we know you read our posts and are only a post away sweetheart.
You are an original one of us and welcomed me with open arms.
You are very,very dear to me S xxx
I know that took a LOT for you to share.
You have no idea how many Julyers will be thrilled to see this.
Just remember, my darling friend, that no matter how down you feel , we are all in this together.
Thanks for supporting me through my last bout of alcoholism. You really helped me.
We are all here to do the same for you sweetheart.
We take solace in the fact we know you read our posts and are only a post away sweetheart.
You are an original one of us and welcomed me with open arms.
You are very,very dear to me S xxx
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Originally Posted by Leshar
Hello all, hello dear Croissant/CW. I miss you too and all of you, so, so much.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
And what I posted about you is true, I've missed you so much, and when I read back on when I got sober for the last time back in 2015, you were so very kind and patient with me in your words in response to my posts at that time, my heart swelled with love and with missing you.
I understand if you don't feel up to posting, and that interaction itself might be too much...just to see you've posted means so much. It's been 5 1/2 years since we all connected on this thread, you are all deeply planted in my heart.
My son is in Canada at the moment too...so technically there IS a part of me very close to you right now. That is making me smile. Maybe one day I will get there too and give you a big, huge hug. You may feel alone, Leshar, but you ARE very much loved. You really are.
xx
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Originally Posted by Calmerwaters
OMG, Leshar darling, my heart skipped a bit and I squealed with delight when I saw your avatar! You are loved and missed....and while I am so very sad, so sad to see you struggling, my goodness you have love and support here.
And what I posted about you is true, I've missed you so much, and when I read back on when I got sober for the last time back in 2015, you were so very kind and patient with me in your words in response to my posts at that time, my heart swelled with love and with missing you.
I understand if you don't feel up to posting, and that interaction itself might be too much...just to see you've posted means so much. It's been 5 1/2 years since we all connected on this thread, you are all deeply planted in my heart.
My son is in Canada at the moment too...so technically there IS a part of me very close to you right now. That is making me smile. Maybe one day I will get there too and give you a big, huge hug. You may feel alone, Leshar, but you ARE very much loved. You really are.
xx
And what I posted about you is true, I've missed you so much, and when I read back on when I got sober for the last time back in 2015, you were so very kind and patient with me in your words in response to my posts at that time, my heart swelled with love and with missing you.
I understand if you don't feel up to posting, and that interaction itself might be too much...just to see you've posted means so much. It's been 5 1/2 years since we all connected on this thread, you are all deeply planted in my heart.
My son is in Canada at the moment too...so technically there IS a part of me very close to you right now. That is making me smile. Maybe one day I will get there too and give you a big, huge hug. You may feel alone, Leshar, but you ARE very much loved. You really are.
xx
This
So beautifully written as always Crois.
sniff , I need a tissue. Just beautiful.
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Originally Posted by Leshar
Hello all, hello dear Croissant/CW. I miss you too and all of you, so, so much.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
I am in a very bad place, but I can't share more at this point.
I am touched that many of you think of me.
I am so tired of battling my chronic mental illness.
Love and peace to you all.
Please let us help.....we adore you honey and we are all here for you.
❤️❤️
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Hi Leshar, nice to see you posted!
In a little over 1 1/2 hrs the Super Bowl will be starting.
It's a big drunk feast here in New England especially with the Patriots being in it. I'll just watch it from my man cave in the basement. Already have the snacks bought and ready for the game.
Go Patriots!
In a little over 1 1/2 hrs the Super Bowl will be starting.
It's a big drunk feast here in New England especially with the Patriots being in it. I'll just watch it from my man cave in the basement. Already have the snacks bought and ready for the game.
Go Patriots!
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Originally Posted by resolute50
Hi Leshar, nice to see you posted!
In a little over 1 1/2 hrs the Super Bowl will be starting.
It's a big drunk feast here in New England especially with the Patriots being in it. I'll just watch it from my man cave in the basement. Already have the snacks bought and ready for the game.
Go Patriots!
In a little over 1 1/2 hrs the Super Bowl will be starting.
It's a big drunk feast here in New England especially with the Patriots being in it. I'll just watch it from my man cave in the basement. Already have the snacks bought and ready for the game.
Go Patriots!
It looks like you guys are winning, Bob!
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