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Old 01-13-2019, 05:42 AM
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This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 6 pm EST ~ 5.59 pm EST.

It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us!


1newcreation
ANewDayNYC
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
bluewaters
Canadian Koala
Chaisson
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coldfusion
Coco6054
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
Endoftheday
erfra7
EternalNow
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer ♥♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
H379
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
joandmelandhan
John65
jsm273
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
listae
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Minion09
mystified
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
OliveDog
Paperbag
PhoenixJ
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
Red78
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
StartAnew68
Stubbs16
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
TheToddman
theVman31
Time2LLL60
tomls
travelbug
Tynesider22
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
WaterOx
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog

Onward together!



♥ Rest In Peace dearest Kathy: we will love you forever. ♥



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Old 01-13-2019, 05:46 AM
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Originally Posted by H379 View Post
Day 14 for me.

I have been through many 14 days and longer sober days but never experienced such a feeling. I am in a state of mental confusion and forgetfulness. Everything is bit fuzzy. These 14 days have been different from the last attempts. May have had one episode of strong craving but nothing that I could not easily debate myself out of, unlike the previous times where I would constantly battle the AV. I have been meditating, trying to be mindful, be present. I don't have any stress. But the weirdness of last 2 days has been bothering me.

I should be happy I have the boys with me. But can't figure out what is wrong.

Anyone experience anything like this in their early sobriety days?

In for another 24 sober. Will start again to keep cigarettes away from me.

Hope everyone has a joyful rest of the weekend.
YES....big time.

I was sober for about a year and a half and relapsed hard in 2014....that withdrawal and recovery was not at all easy. I was scared....after 14 days I was also fuzzy, still couldn't see that clearly and I was not well.

But wow.....by day 21, it was like a miracle.

I figured the damage I had done just took its toll on my body, and well, it did. This disease is progressive....it most definitely is for me....and I am just grateful I got all of my faculties back. Thank God.

Keep looking after yourself, babying yourself as much as possible right now....lots of sleep, rest, good food..... it will get better every single day.

However.....if you have a nice doctor and you are comfortable, it might not hurt to plan a visit.
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Old 01-13-2019, 05:51 AM
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A second cup of coffee and off for dog walk. Went on a nice motorcycle ride with my daughter yesterday and stopped for lunch and since it's supposed to be sunny again today I think I'll get a few chores done and take off on the bike again, not too many days like this in middle of winter, dry and sunny. one day like yesterday makes up for a lot of wet gloomy days. My thought go out to the people struggling, things get better, time moves on and sooner or latter the sun comes out, wait for it, it's coming.
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Old 01-13-2019, 05:55 AM
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^^^ Look at you....how magic..... ♥♥♥♥♥

Just wonderful to see you happy zepp. xx
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Another 24 hours please
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:10 AM
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Good morning dear Chaisson. ♥♥


And cowboy love....I see you....come talk to us. We MISS YOU. ♥♥♥
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:21 AM
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Hi Venus, and all the rest of the 24 hour gang. I do check in from time to time just to read around and see hows everyone is doing. I'm doing just fine, starting into my 5th year of sobriety now.

Totally shocked to hear the news about Kathy, she helped me in so many ways... Rest in Peace my dear friend....

So, all I need is just today, 24 more hours please, and thanks...
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:23 AM
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Ooops.....brb....
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:24 AM
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Originally Posted by H379 View Post
Day 14 for me.

I have been through many 14 days and longer sober days but never experienced such a feeling. I am in a state of mental confusion and forgetfulness. Everything is bit fuzzy. These 14 days have been different from the last attempts. May have had one episode of strong craving but nothing that I could not easily debate myself out of, unlike the previous times where I would constantly battle the AV. I have been meditating, trying to be mindful, be present. I don't have any stress. But the weirdness of last 2 days has been bothering me.

I should be happy I have the boys with me. But can't figure out what is wrong.

Anyone experience anything like this in their early sobriety days?

In for another 24 sober. Will start again to keep cigarettes away from me.

Hope everyone has a joyful rest of the weekend.
Hi H379. I found early sobriety very challenging in terms of my emotions and my state of mind. I would say the first 8 months to a 1 year I had lots of ups and downs. I'm not sure about the confusion but I imagine that early sobriety is different for all of us.

Try to go with the feelings rather than fight them, and remember your purpose and that this suffering is temporary. You are doing a great job and one day this will all feel more balanced.
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:24 AM
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24 more from snowy DC area. Got about 8 inches, and though scenic to look at, not much of a fan. I'm off to a date with my snow shovel with about the same enthusiasm of a root canal. I want your sun Zeppo !

Big group hug for those in need today!
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:24 AM
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Take 2

This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 6 pm EST ~ 5.59 pm EST.

It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us!


1newcreation
abcowboy
ANewDayNYC
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
bluewaters
Canadian Koala
Chaisson
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coldfusion
Coco6054
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
Endoftheday
erfra7
EternalNow
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer ♥♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
H379
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
joandmelandhan
John65
jsm273
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
listae
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Minion09
mystified
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
OliveDog
Paperbag
PhoenixJ
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
Red78
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
StartAnew68
Stubbs16
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
TheToddman
theVman31
Time2LLL60
tomls
travelbug
Tynesider22
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
WaterOx
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog

Onward together!



♥ Rest In Peace dearest Kathy: we will love you forever. ♥



January 13, 2019


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abcowboy ~ 5 years!!!!!



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Old 01-13-2019, 06:26 AM
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Originally Posted by abcowboy View Post
Hi Venus, and all the rest of the 24 hour gang. I do check in from time to time just to read around and see hows everyone is doing. I'm doing just fine, starting into my 5th year of sobriety now.

Totally shocked to hear the news about Kathy, she helped me in so many ways... Rest in Peace my dear friend....

So, all I need is just today, 24 more hours please, and thanks...
Just so glad to see you.... ♥♥
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:27 AM
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24 more please.
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:28 AM
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lol, you best edit your last post Venus, I'm starting into my fifth year, haven't got it yet. But I'm 62 years old and a full 4 years of clean and sober living today. I get to celebrate 2 birthdays today, my sober one is the best one by far!

And thank you my friend!

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:33 AM
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Originally Posted by venuscat View Post
Love you dear Sunny.

I know that feeling...and I just want to tell you that you are so very important to all of us.... ♥♥♥
Thank you sweetie. I felt it last night when we were all gathered at my parent's house. I just felt like I am not doing enough- I haven't accomplished enough. I wish I was more established, with a career and making more money, you know? Being around my family makes me feel like I am not good enough. But it's not them, it's me. I don't feel good enough.
I wish I had not have wasted 25 years of my life drugging and drinking. I could have made so much more of my life.
I have been struggling with food a lot this week too. I am considering seeing a psychiatric nurse to see if I can try a medication. I just can't do this alone.
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:37 AM
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Originally Posted by abcowboy View Post
lol, you best edit your last post Venus, I'm starting into my fifth year, haven't got it yet. But I'm 62 years old and a full 4 years of clean and sober living today. I get to celebrate 2 birthdays today, my sober one is the best one by far!

And thank you my friend!

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”
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Congratulations on 4 years clean and sober! That is amazing!!
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:42 AM
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oops.....gosh.....I looked at that date three times and thought yep, Jan 15 - 19 = 5 years.

Okey dokey then.....I shall be back in a sec.
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Old 01-13-2019, 06:43 AM
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Take 3

This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last
24 hours: 6 pm EST ~ 5.59 pm EST.

It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us!


1newcreation
abcowboy
ANewDayNYC
ardy
Atlast9999
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
badgerden
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
bluewaters
Canadian Koala
Chaisson
ChloeRose63
Citrus
Coldfusion
Coco6054
CrossYourHeart
Daisybelle
Dee74
Delilah1
Endoftheday
erfra7
EternalNow
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer ♥♥
Goat
goodbyeevan
goose333
Guener
H379
Hats
Hevyn
Jack16
joandmelandhan
John65
jsm273
julietUK
Kaneda8888
kenton
kevlarsjal2
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
listae
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Mags1
Minion09
mystified
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
OliveDog
Paperbag
PhoenixJ
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
Rainman1
Rar
Red78
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
soberista
SoberLeigh
Soberwolf
stargazer016
StartAnew68
Stubbs16
Sunflower79
Sunflowerlife
Sweetpeacan
tgirl
TheToddman
theVman31
Time2LLL60
tomls
travelbug
Tynesider22
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
WaterOx
whopper
wiscsober
Willow68
yukonm
Zanna
zeppodog
zoeydog

Onward together!



♥ Rest In Peace dearest Kathy: we will love you forever. ♥



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