24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 402
Hi, and I'm checking in for my next 24!
Still on this non-stop Heat Wave, I believe we have now begun Week 4. 105 today. SCE gave us a notice a couple weeks ago that they would be working on our street, so the power is getting cut off from 9:00am-2:00pm. And yes it was!
Mark and I went to the movies (Eighth Grade, I'll give it an "A"). Then lunch, the bookstore and home by 2:30pm. Our house is currently at 81 (its now 9:37pm). Of course, no such thing as Global Warming, right! Wink Wink. My Dad and some other relatives tell me that ....grrrrr...
Stay cool wherever you are tonight.
Bobbi
Still on this non-stop Heat Wave, I believe we have now begun Week 4. 105 today. SCE gave us a notice a couple weeks ago that they would be working on our street, so the power is getting cut off from 9:00am-2:00pm. And yes it was!
Mark and I went to the movies (Eighth Grade, I'll give it an "A"). Then lunch, the bookstore and home by 2:30pm. Our house is currently at 81 (its now 9:37pm). Of course, no such thing as Global Warming, right! Wink Wink. My Dad and some other relatives tell me that ....grrrrr...
Stay cool wherever you are tonight.
Bobbi
10:31 pm in California and checking in for another 24. I am ready for this heat wave to be done, and definitely think we need to save to have air conditioners installed at least in the bedrooms. I miss our normal Sputhwrn California weather.
Congrats to all celebrating a milestone. Hope everyone's week is off to a great start.
❤️Delilah
Congrats to all celebrating a milestone. Hope everyone's week is off to a great start.
❤️Delilah
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Checking in for 24 more
My SO and I are rowing something terrible. I don’t think I can maintain my current work/life balance and stay sober, I’m arguing with her for things to change to allow me to focus on sobriety. She’s understandably dubious about me staying sober and won’t compromise on her job or what I do. (If I’m honest I don’t think I can continue in my job and work on my sobriety, at least in the short term. The stress and work patterns make it very hard (not impossible!) to put being sober first).
But I still won’t drink today, that would make things a hundred times worse
My SO and I are rowing something terrible. I don’t think I can maintain my current work/life balance and stay sober, I’m arguing with her for things to change to allow me to focus on sobriety. She’s understandably dubious about me staying sober and won’t compromise on her job or what I do. (If I’m honest I don’t think I can continue in my job and work on my sobriety, at least in the short term. The stress and work patterns make it very hard (not impossible!) to put being sober first).
But I still won’t drink today, that would make things a hundred times worse
Good evening all. Bit late again today.
Hannah had her docs appointment today. She chose to go in alone so I don't know exactly how it went (a killer for me but it was her choice) but she came out with some telephone numbers for counselling. She had been crying but seemed calm enough when she came out. This slow letting go of my baby is hard with a capital H for sure but I know it is necessary. I can't deny I'm worried about her but she told me not to worry so I'm keeping my own fears from her. She has enough to deal with without my stuff too.
It makes me thankful for my sobriety yet again. Supporting her like a mum should at long last. But guilt too that the secretive side of my addiction perhaps prevented her opening up sooner. Maybe it did maybe it didn't. I can't afford to look back now it's got to be onward with a new openness and honesty for all.
Oh I don't know....... I'm just worried about her. Natural I guess.
Sorry I'm rambling a little. I'll just ask for my 24 and send out some love ❤❤❤
Hannah had her docs appointment today. She chose to go in alone so I don't know exactly how it went (a killer for me but it was her choice) but she came out with some telephone numbers for counselling. She had been crying but seemed calm enough when she came out. This slow letting go of my baby is hard with a capital H for sure but I know it is necessary. I can't deny I'm worried about her but she told me not to worry so I'm keeping my own fears from her. She has enough to deal with without my stuff too.
It makes me thankful for my sobriety yet again. Supporting her like a mum should at long last. But guilt too that the secretive side of my addiction perhaps prevented her opening up sooner. Maybe it did maybe it didn't. I can't afford to look back now it's got to be onward with a new openness and honesty for all.
Oh I don't know....... I'm just worried about her. Natural I guess.
Sorry I'm rambling a little. I'll just ask for my 24 and send out some love ❤❤❤
I sometimes get upset with myself that I drank in the past, especially when it comes to my kids, but I try to quickly shift back to the present, and the fact that my kids are my life, and I put them first always. You do the same.❤️
Hi, and I'm checking in for my next 24!
Still on this non-stop Heat Wave, I believe we have now begun Week 4. 105 today. SCE gave us a notice a couple weeks ago that they would be working on our street, so the power is getting cut off from 9:00am-2:00pm. And yes it was!
Mark and I went to the movies (Eighth Grade, I'll give it an "A"). Then lunch, the bookstore and home by 2:30pm. Our house is currently at 81 (its now 9:37pm). Of course, no such thing as Global Warming, right! Wink Wink. My Dad and some other relatives tell me that ....grrrrr...
Stay cool wherever you are tonight.
Bobbi
Still on this non-stop Heat Wave, I believe we have now begun Week 4. 105 today. SCE gave us a notice a couple weeks ago that they would be working on our street, so the power is getting cut off from 9:00am-2:00pm. And yes it was!
Mark and I went to the movies (Eighth Grade, I'll give it an "A"). Then lunch, the bookstore and home by 2:30pm. Our house is currently at 81 (its now 9:37pm). Of course, no such thing as Global Warming, right! Wink Wink. My Dad and some other relatives tell me that ....grrrrr...
Stay cool wherever you are tonight.
Bobbi
Definitely global warming!
Good morning all.
Thank you darling Red, Suze and Delilah for your kind words ❤❤❤
I'm off to work in a bit but I'm churned up inside leaving Hannah to make this call to the counselling service. I simply can't not go in because I've had 2 weeks off and the place is in turmoil after 2 people leaving.
Right. Scrub that I'm going in for 10 so I'm here when she makes the call. Much better!
Okay I'd better get up and dressed. Wishing you all a lovely peaceful sober day 24 please ❤❤❤
Thank you darling Red, Suze and Delilah for your kind words ❤❤❤
I'm off to work in a bit but I'm churned up inside leaving Hannah to make this call to the counselling service. I simply can't not go in because I've had 2 weeks off and the place is in turmoil after 2 people leaving.
Right. Scrub that I'm going in for 10 so I'm here when she makes the call. Much better!
Okay I'd better get up and dressed. Wishing you all a lovely peaceful sober day 24 please ❤❤❤
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