Class of March 2013 Part 54
Absorbing very dark news from he past. Saw my mum's older sis the other day. It puts a great deal of stuff into perspective as to how my family of origin behaved my whole life....in the light of this info..I makes sense now...
I started the talk with my aunt (I
I started the talk with my aunt (I
I think my keyboard is possessed
I went to my aunt to find out more of my mum and dad's early years...
I go to ACA meetings, and figured if I understood the olds better- then I can accept and let go.
I am not ruminating, far from it. All the players of this news are dead...but I am not and tho wise arm chair experts say the past is just that...it is not...the legacy of memories alters thinking and emotions and behaviour.....so I look back, with a clear adult perspective now and then I will perhaps find some sort of closure.
I went to my aunt to find out more of my mum and dad's early years...
I go to ACA meetings, and figured if I understood the olds better- then I can accept and let go.
I am not ruminating, far from it. All the players of this news are dead...but I am not and tho wise arm chair experts say the past is just that...it is not...the legacy of memories alters thinking and emotions and behaviour.....so I look back, with a clear adult perspective now and then I will perhaps find some sort of closure.
(((PJ)))! This is a journey and a process. It has very painful moments but gradually there will be joyful moments too as we realize we truly can start setting our own course. Our past shapes us but we can grow in a much healthier way to become much more of who we want to be.
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