xxxNICHOLExxx

Emme hopefully your doing okay

Red78

End of day 13... for some reason tomorrow feels like its gonna be a big trigger, we don't have the youngest this weekend and I feel something strange in the air and it's making me nervous.....
Anyway I had a wonderful massage after work that my dad paid for as a gift for my 40th.. the lady offered me her office space on sundays to have a clutter free environment to study in, which is so nice of her.. I should take her up on it as the energy in the room is nice and it's in a beautiful old building (one of my cities oldest)..
Anyway its cold and raining and I wanna climb into bed.. it is late thursday night and I want a good sleep..
Happy sober Thursday to all of you...

bobdrop

Good morning all. Day 68 here.

Dee74

Welcome Roxblanc

D

xxxNICHOLExxx

Congrats on everyone’s day!!! Think good vibes today!!!

PalmerSage

Welcome, roxblanc! You and I are so close together, I quit on 12/18 (a week before Christmas, who would do that?) Happy to have you in this class.

PalmerSage

Nichole, how are you doing? What did they say at the hospital?

xxxNICHOLExxx

Not to be an idiot pretty much!! They said the antidepressant is one of the hardest to come off of and has to be done in lower dose which I actually called my doctors yesterday and ask to be took off if I could go ahead be for my appointment and the nurse never called my back so I said screw it and went cold turkey and boy was that a regret but the medication is back in my system and feeling a little better then yesterday but feeling rough really no sleep but they checked me out everything was fine and got the whole 9 yards of drinking and going to the hospital with “bad thoughts “ and promise me nothing bad would happen they are they to help and make sure I’m okay but back to the doctor thing tomorrow is her last chance if things doesn’t work out off to a new doctor she is a pill pusher nothing else doesn’t even spend But a couple minutes in the room Thanks for asking how are you doing??

xxxNICHOLExxx

[QUOTE=Red78;6813910]End of day 13... for some reason tomorrow feels like its gonna be a big trigger, we don't have the youngest this weekend and I feel something strange in the air and it's making me nervous.....

I feel yea I’m kid free Friday which usually leads to me doing things I shouldn’t but since we know what’s about to come up might as well get prepared for it and tackle it the right way not the easy way!!!

canguy

New person! Hi Roxblanc and welcome.

Hey Nichole....weekend can be hell or can be a chillout. Probably with a few difficult moments but lean on ppl here to get through those. You can do it ok?

Holiday weekend here.....I'm goin to stay elsewhere for a couple of days so maybe away from here. No drinking issues with this...quite the opposite. I'm seeing ppl I've reconnected with since stopping. Not a drinking scenario. Get out of the house for a bit.....

emme99

Welcome RoxBlanc

Enjoy your holiday weekend and visiting with your friends canguy

I'm doing ok, thanks for asking Nichole

Congrats to everyone on their days, you all inspire me to keep going.

I hope everyone has a happy and sober weekend~

xxxNICHOLExxx

Have a good weekend y’all!!!!

PalmerSage

Hi all, checking in on day 82. My mood was better yesterday, and I'm pretty sure it was related to healthier eating. I'm really looking forward to some down time this weekend, to read and get some projects done, but at the same time I seem to do best when I'm busy and my time is structured...something to keep thinking about.

bobdrop

Good morning all. Day 69 here.

RoxBlanc716

Good afternoon! Thanks for the warm welcome. Checking in on day 79. Almost
can’t believe it...

xxxNICHOLExxx

Congrats!!!!!

xxxNICHOLExxx

I’ve isolated myself from a lot of family and friends no husband tonight no kids tonight thinking I’m going to hangout with couple friends I kind of miss them and feel bad I haven’t talked to them in awhile nothing else to do it’s getting dark and it’s cold out and I can’t set still long enough to watch a movie

Hopefully all is well take care everyone

xxxNICHOLExxx

Y’all going to get tired of reading my post and tell me to go away!!! long story short im agnostic which I wasn’t raised that way I was raised baptist and sometimes i have guilt for turning my back on my religion but a lot has to do with family and friends I lost and addiction but one day I hope to come with peace in what I believe in whatever it is.... where I’m going at with this is I had plans on hanging out with friends well my mom is bringing my son home sick and I might have to take him to the hospital and I think someone is looking after me and this might be happening for a reason considering something I done today or I’m overthinking it idk I also really want to come clean about Something because I think it will help me in long run idk I didn’t drink today I’ll say that!!!!

Dee74

post as much as you want or need to Nichole
I hope your son is ok ,

D

bobdrop

Good morning all. Day 70 here. 10 weeks! Headed out to Celtic music and heritage festival in St. Augustine today. Never been to this before, so really looking forward to it. Happy weekend.