24Hour Recovery Connections Part 351
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early check in for 24 more day 2. still feeling like cr*p, not sure if anyone has struggled with Xanax withdrawal and alcohol withdrawal simultaneously, but i do not recommend it lol.
Applying for new jobs today and working on my resume. Wanting to leave the bar industry for good. I used to think I had a dream job, but it's not for me anymore. Praying for peace, forgiveness, well being. Thankful for everyone here on SR. I love you all so much. You've been so good to me these past 3 years I've been trying (and failing) to get sober.
Applying for new jobs today and working on my resume. Wanting to leave the bar industry for good. I used to think I had a dream job, but it's not for me anymore. Praying for peace, forgiveness, well being. Thankful for everyone here on SR. I love you all so much. You've been so good to me these past 3 years I've been trying (and failing) to get sober.
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Location: New England
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The spring weather has confused my brain, and as a lover of winter, I'm a little out of sorts. Hopefully, the cold will come back soon, because, it's all about me today.
Angry and sad are visiting today, and I am putting them to excellent use by journalling and cleaning the house. February is always a little tricky for me- anyone else get squirrely at a particular time of year, even after a long period of sober time?
Wishing everyone the strength they need and the care they want.
Angry and sad are visiting today, and I am putting them to excellent use by journalling and cleaning the house. February is always a little tricky for me- anyone else get squirrely at a particular time of year, even after a long period of sober time?
Wishing everyone the strength they need and the care they want.
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Join Date: Jun 2016
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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Happeeebirfdae Kenton.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ 
Happeeebirfdae Kenton.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
I have worked some figures again tonight, and fearlessly contacted two banks, and I can see that this bankruptcy order will be a positive in my life. It will give me some breathing space to keep at the steps and build a solid recovery, I won't be able to work for a set period so perhaps I can do a course and go slowly into a future that is built on rock not sand.
The alternative is years of not quite being able to meet my financial obligations, no room for error, ongoing stress, and pretty much ongoing failure.
I am going to sign the paperwork in the morning. I feel I've taken a massive step towards becoming an adult and taking responsibility for myself. Wow. Aren't we little miracles?
You don't know how much you help me, my love. You'll probably need a little rest after all the excitement you've had lately ... time for you to take stock of where you are now perhaps, get your breath before you charge off into your amazing future!!!
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Join Date: Feb 2014
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ
ALSO- Suze and Nick..you both show resilience and love to each other overcoming all the stuff that has come your way. You both deserve some peace....
Originally Posted by Alysheba
Thanks for being here Leigh. I ditto Kris, Lovely Leigh!
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ
Happeeebirfdae Kenton.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
Weav- anxiety and sadness shadow my thoughts. You know what NOT to do. You post heaps and that is a good thing, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
As are you Neoo- prolonged anxiety sucks. Try to live in the day.
Sigh- round 5 with the faceless govt people today..another letter, demanding more info..again. The trouble centres on me being co-titled on a home I have not seen for 2.5 years..they do not like that. I wil not drink, tho and just TRY to stay in the moment.
Support to all.
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Join Date: Feb 2014
Location: East Coast USA
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Originally Posted by VikingGF
The spring weather has confused my brain, and as a lover of winter, I'm a little out of sorts. Hopefully, the cold will come back soon, because, it's all about me today.
Angry and sad are visiting today, and I am putting them to excellent use by journalling and cleaning the house. February is always a little tricky for me- anyone else get squirrely at a particular time of year, even after a long period of sober time?
Wishing everyone the strength they need and the care they want.
Angry and sad are visiting today, and I am putting them to excellent use by journalling and cleaning the house. February is always a little tricky for me- anyone else get squirrely at a particular time of year, even after a long period of sober time?
Wishing everyone the strength they need and the care they want.
We will help you kick angry and sad to the curb.
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Originally Posted by cornpone
early check in for 24 more day 2. still feeling like cr*p, not sure if anyone has struggled with Xanax withdrawal and alcohol withdrawal simultaneously, but i do not recommend it lol.
Applying for new jobs today and working on my resume. Wanting to leave the bar industry for good. I used to think I had a dream job, but it's not for me anymore. Praying for peace, forgiveness, well being. Thankful for everyone here on SR. I love you all so much. You've been so good to me these past 3 years I've been trying (and failing) to get sober.
Applying for new jobs today and working on my resume. Wanting to leave the bar industry for good. I used to think I had a dream job, but it's not for me anymore. Praying for peace, forgiveness, well being. Thankful for everyone here on SR. I love you all so much. You've been so good to me these past 3 years I've been trying (and failing) to get sober.
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