Class of March 2016 part 65
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Originally Posted by LillianGish 
Oh gosh, it’s 6 pm here and I haven’t eaten since yesterday. About to hop a flight and the flight was full so I “had” to fly first class. Danger danger! Should have eaten. And now I’m thinking about chili and sausage.... no drinking Lillian, no drinking. Should have eaten but I was late. Free drinks on plane but I don’t need that. Maybe they’ll give me some peanuts!
I’m good, I got this!
I’m good, I got this!
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Originally Posted by PeacefulRain
Ugh 2 years and I’m still struggling. 😡 I’m very thankful to have found you all.
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Originally Posted by beerbgone
I've decided I need to get rid of caffeine too Kiki. Dunno' about that!
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Originally Posted by venuscat
I looked it up and I have season 1 to watch....it's been going for years and I missed it! Thank you love.
Guys ~ I need to talk a bit.
The last couple of days were intense. It wasn't up to me to say anything about this, but Nick said it is OK with him....Nick had (thank God past tense) a skin cancer on his face and on Monday he had the surgery to remove it. Being a carer for so long, I can handle this sort of thing without passing out, and I wanted/needed to be there for him. But it was a touch scary. It was way more extensive than I had any clue it would be....it's so not easy to watch someone do that to your husband's face.....the good news was that the margins were clear and it is all gone gone gone!!!
Yesterday the surgeon stitched him up...err....I had to look away for a couple of seconds at the beginning....but wow, watching that surgeon's magic was incredible....what an artist....nice stitches!! Which is good because there are a lot of them. This was a big deal.
And I have been pretty scared about it....I am so so grateful there is no more cancer. Thank you God.
Nick is amazing.....doesn't even need tylenol and he will heal up perfectly and grow his beard back....amazing huh, facial scars for guys can be fantastic badges of honour and attractive as, but oh, how frightening this can be for a woman or really for many of us.....
Anyway, need a bit of Suze-nurturing for a few hours today.
Sending massive hugs and making coffee if anyone wants. s
Guys ~ I need to talk a bit.
The last couple of days were intense. It wasn't up to me to say anything about this, but Nick said it is OK with him....Nick had (thank God past tense) a skin cancer on his face and on Monday he had the surgery to remove it. Being a carer for so long, I can handle this sort of thing without passing out, and I wanted/needed to be there for him. But it was a touch scary. It was way more extensive than I had any clue it would be....it's so not easy to watch someone do that to your husband's face.....the good news was that the margins were clear and it is all gone gone gone!!!
Yesterday the surgeon stitched him up...err....I had to look away for a couple of seconds at the beginning....but wow, watching that surgeon's magic was incredible....what an artist....nice stitches!! Which is good because there are a lot of them. This was a big deal.And I have been pretty scared about it....I am so so grateful there is no more cancer. Thank you God.
Nick is amazing.....doesn't even need tylenol and he will heal up perfectly and grow his beard back....amazing huh, facial scars for guys can be fantastic badges of honour and attractive as, but oh, how frightening this can be for a woman or really for many of us.....
Anyway, need a bit of Suze-nurturing for a few hours today.
Sending massive hugs and making coffee if anyone wants.
s
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Originally Posted by immri
Hey guys, I've been totally MIA but have been lurking sometimes and like to see you all still here Hope you still remember me!
I'm sober but stressed to the max with what feels like one thing after another in my life lately.
Going to a dentist today for the first time in toooo long, so that's for sure making me want to drink, to the point that I'm obsessing with the idea that if they cancel (which i'm scared of them doing, just because I now want it over with quite badly) I think I would drink.
Dentist is by no means the most stressful part of life but it seems to be the straw that broke the camels back so to speak. Something I hate anyway made so much worse by not going in a while/knowing there's a problem and already being stressed about other things.
So, seems about time to check back in here and start getting involved again.
Ok, going to read just a few pages or so to catch up a little. So glad you guys are still so chatty, but WOW
Hope you still remember me!I'm sober but stressed to the max with what feels like one thing after another in my life lately.
Going to a dentist today for the first time in toooo long, so that's for sure making me want to drink, to the point that I'm obsessing with the idea that if they cancel (which i'm scared of them doing, just because I now want it over with quite badly) I think I would drink.
Dentist is by no means the most stressful part of life but it seems to be the straw that broke the camels back so to speak. Something I hate anyway made so much worse by not going in a while/knowing there's a problem and already being stressed about other things.
So, seems about time to check back in here and start getting involved again.
Ok, going to read just a few pages or so to catch up a little. So glad you guys are still so chatty, but WOW
(((Immri))) Good to see you! I hate the dentist too and last time I went in October I left and got drunk. I hope you did better than I did! What I’ve started to reakize lately in my sobriety is I used to use ANYTHING as an excuse to drink. I just wanted to drink! It was awful! You got this!
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Originally Posted by samantha14
Morning!!
I’m not feeling very worky today. Or very adulty for that matter. But I’m doing both anyways. Guess that approach would work well when it comes to drinking too.....doing the right thing even (maybe especially) when you don’t want to. Go figure....
Cold here again today but at least the rain has stopped. See that? Glass half full - lol. Feeling more like lately with every passing day.
Well I’m off. Will check in again later.
I’m not feeling very worky today. Or very adulty for that matter. But I’m doing both anyways. Guess that approach would work well when it comes to drinking too.....doing the right thing even (maybe especially) when you don’t want to. Go figure....
Cold here again today but at least the rain has stopped. See that? Glass half full - lol. Feeling more like lately with every passing day.
Well I’m off. Will check in again later.
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Originally Posted by KiKi0615
It’s been a rough 27 hours. Lots of headaches and really tired but I think I’m over the hump! How are you feeling?
♥And thank you...right now he is waiting for me to get off SR so we can go to bed......
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Well...gonna try to sleep. I took a rest day and didn’t gontoAA. It feels weird. I missed going. I’m going tomorrow. I like seeing all my AA friends.
Casey...did you end up going to a meeting? I’ve been meaning to ask...have you ever worked the 12 Steps with a sponsor? They are saving my ass.
Casey...did you end up going to a meeting? I’ve been meaning to ask...have you ever worked the 12 Steps with a sponsor? They are saving my ass.
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