Hello darling Kris...I can't see the moon at all. :(

Ok fess up time and I hope you're not too mad with me anyone...
I have felt like a fraud with a different account coming back to this thread
I just felt like I'd blown so many attempts and I was embarrassed about my recent relapse and well... just embarrassed and ashamed....
even tried to sound different in my posting so no one would know who I am and then I read above that I was mentioned and even missed well it's kinda hard to type ATM with tears in my eyes.
I just don't feel like a Jessie... I still feel like a Tink
24 more please on day 11
Please don't be mad anyone... I have felt like a fraud since I started posting again and just couldn't keep it up.
You know I love you all
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Checking in at 6:58 pm from Ashburn, VA, USA.

(((Tink)))

Oh sweetheart.....I love you to pieces!!!!!! :hug: ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Tink/Jess.....it doesn't matter....you see, we loved you again the second you showed up. Cos you are YOU. Special. Precious to us.

So so so freakin happy. ♥♥♥

Tink :) :hug: great to have you back :hug:

It's fantastic hey Neoo love????
Now where is that Pebbles girl......

24 more please! :c017:

It sure is Venus :) I got a text from Pebs on my one year celebration and said it would be nice to see her here again but still not back..

I need sleep it’s after 12 nite nite :grouphug:

Welcome back! The most important thing is you're back!

Well there you go - my prayers for Tink got answered!!!!

Yep. :)

And...guys....I have been having a tough time. Homesick to the max. Lots of stuff. Stuff that is too mooshy for the thread, but I was kind of in trouble. I reached out to Weev and I know I am embarrassing you girl and I am sorry but man o man are you incredible. Just dang girl!.

I am moving forward tonight with a different perspective (thanks to Weev)...Nick always tells me I am way too hard on myself, but I now see that has been creating all sorts of woes for me. I have expectations of myself that I am not yet realising and I feel like a failure.

When that kicks in I get scared, and when that kicks in, like Weev knows....I run. But I don't have to anymore. I have friends I can talk to honestly and a beautiful husband who cares more than anything.

Everything really is alright. ♥

(((((Suze)))))

Awww guys!! Feeling like a big weights been lifted!!! You know I've been reading everything right?
Big turning point for me and Suze knows but I've been diagnosed with Aspergers which explains a lot really. Female Aspies can be quite different to males in the sense we can be over empathetic and take on the pain of others rather than the stereotypical non empathetic Aspie that most think of.
Anyway... getting some specialised help has been HUGE rather than self medicating with booze to tune out from the world.
Just been browsing for another variation on Tinkerbell
I've used up a few now!!

((((Suze)))
I'm so very sorry I haven't been here for you

Awww love, I am emoting because the last bit was hard....I dislocated my jaw, got a nasty infection and then proceeded to dislocate my thumb. I was feeling so out of sorts and yes, lonely and homesick. But with you and Nic and aussie here....I have the girls who have known me well and for so long and I know you care.

And all of the amazing 24ers.....gosh love, we have so many special people here. :) ♥

I don't know enough about female v male asperger's....I must read honey. :hug:

You poor thing.... all that's been going on... it's just too much!!
Thank god you have Nic
I remember when you first started talking to him from SR and you told me his name... look at you now!!!

Won't take up any more of this thread
:grouphug:
Love to all
❤