24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 322
Checking in before bed. 24 hours please.
Was in the gas station staring at the alcohol and was convinced I was walking out with some tonight. I feel like I'm getting weaker, not stronger, as time passes. I didn't want to be sober tonight. I didn't even care about the feelings of the past or future. I walked out empty handed and not exactly sure how.
I don't think I've fully accepted a lifetime of sobriety yet. I know I haven't. I still want my best friend in my life to be good to me and not bad. In filling my head with scenarios that logically I know aren't realistic.
Good night friends, here's to another sober sleep.
Was in the gas station staring at the alcohol and was convinced I was walking out with some tonight. I feel like I'm getting weaker, not stronger, as time passes. I didn't want to be sober tonight. I didn't even care about the feelings of the past or future. I walked out empty handed and not exactly sure how.
I don't think I've fully accepted a lifetime of sobriety yet. I know I haven't. I still want my best friend in my life to be good to me and not bad. In filling my head with scenarios that logically I know aren't realistic.
Good night friends, here's to another sober sleep.
I have never worked The Steps but so many here say that it is so good for recovery, for the soul.
Would you consider it? From what I have heard,mist can be a game changer.
A bit late, but checking in for my next 24. Tomorrow my favorite meeting of the week (Big Book). Then later around 4:00 I'm coming back to volunteer serving snacks for our BINGO Fundraiser night! My hubby has a gig so he'll have to miss the fun night of BINGO.
Hope we all have a great sober weekend!
Bobbi
Hope we all have a great sober weekend!
Bobbi
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