24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 322
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Join Date: Aug 2017
Location: Wisconsin, USA
Posts: 421
Checking in before bed. 24 hours please.
Was in the gas station staring at the alcohol and was convinced I was walking out with some tonight. I feel like I'm getting weaker, not stronger, as time passes. I didn't want to be sober tonight. I didn't even care about the feelings of the past or future. I walked out empty handed and not exactly sure how.
I don't think I've fully accepted a lifetime of sobriety yet. I know I haven't. I still want my best friend in my life to be good to me and not bad. In filling my head with scenarios that logically I know aren't realistic.
Good night friends, here's to another sober sleep.
Was in the gas station staring at the alcohol and was convinced I was walking out with some tonight. I feel like I'm getting weaker, not stronger, as time passes. I didn't want to be sober tonight. I didn't even care about the feelings of the past or future. I walked out empty handed and not exactly sure how.
I don't think I've fully accepted a lifetime of sobriety yet. I know I haven't. I still want my best friend in my life to be good to me and not bad. In filling my head with scenarios that logically I know aren't realistic.
Good night friends, here's to another sober sleep.
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Join Date: Apr 2013
Location: South Bay, So Cal
Posts: 6,122
A bit late, but checking in for my next 24. Tomorrow my favorite meeting of the week (Big Book). Then later around 4:00 I'm coming back to volunteer serving snacks for our BINGO Fundraiser night! My hubby has a gig so he'll have to miss the fun night of BINGO.
Hope we all have a great sober weekend!
Bobbi
Hope we all have a great sober weekend!
Bobbi
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Join Date: Apr 2016
Location: UK
Posts: 4,553
Originally Posted by venuscat 
December 2, 2017
theVman31 ~ 1 week! ♥
StartingOverNW ~ 3 weeks! ♥
zeppodog ~ 3 weeks! ♥
olyrunner ~ 4 weeks! ♥
jsm273 ~ 1 month! ♥
jenuk ~ 5 months! ♥
Canadian Koala ~ 1 year!! ♥♥
vanaprastha ~ 2 years & 4 months! ♥
theVman31 ~ 1 week! ♥
StartingOverNW ~ 3 weeks! ♥
zeppodog ~ 3 weeks! ♥
olyrunner ~ 4 weeks! ♥
jsm273 ~ 1 month! ♥
jenuk ~ 5 months! ♥
Canadian Koala ~ 1 year!! ♥♥
vanaprastha ~ 2 years & 4 months! ♥
. Happens to be my actual birthday today too strangely enough. Not a bad gift for myself to be hitting my longest ever time sober.
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