24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 286
Originally Posted by venuscat View Post
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
beerbgone
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Grateful11
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
martina12
Mish
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoCelia
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
Sweetpeacan
teaorcoffee
tgirl
theVman31
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
Wrandi1
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
beerbgone
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Grateful11
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
martina12
Mish
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoCelia
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
Sweetpeacan
teaorcoffee
tgirl
theVman31
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
Wrandi1
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
Thanks, Suze!!!!!
You rock!!!!!
You rock!!!!!
Originally Posted by venuscat View Post
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
beerbgone
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Grateful11
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
martina12
Mish
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoCelia
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
Sweetpeacan
teaorcoffee
tgirl
theVman31
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
Wrandi1
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
ardy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
beerbgone
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
goose333
Grateful11
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
LillianGish
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
martina12
Mish
Neoo
Nic233
nmd
NoCelia
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
Sweetpeacan
teaorcoffee
tgirl
theVman31
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Weev1l
wiscsober
Wrandi1
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
We rock, too!!!
My AV is deafening at the moment. It's telling me that no one here cares and nobody would notice if I disappeared into the cyber wilderness. It's telling me that I was never a daily drinker and I never missed a day of work because of alcohol. It's saying that if I can juggle work and 4 young kids and stay sober for 296 days without attending one AA meeting, clearly I don't have a problem. It's telling me I'm not a proper alcoholic. It's saying I'm somehow different.
It's loud and persuasive and expressing itself very well.
I'm not listening to a word of it.
24 hours please xxxx
It's loud and persuasive and expressing itself very well.
I'm not listening to a word of it.
24 hours please xxxx
Our AVs are truly the most consummate of liars; they know the lies that we want to hear. They are demonic, indeed!
Truths:
We love you, kenton - very much.
We need you - very much!
We would miss you terribly if you disappeared - most terribly!
Many alcoholics never miss a day of work! (I didn't, either). They are able to perform more effectively in sobriety!
Many alcoholics raise kids! They are able to raise them better in sobriety!
Keep hissing at that AV. Tell it to be scared, very scared.
Almost 6 a.m. here in Maryland
I had an awful night with the kids- it was great until it was time to go upstairs for bed and then they stopped listening, were hyper and wouldn't stop laughing. It triggered some awful anger inside of me and I yelled and raged like a crazy person. Hate myself this morning. I really never thought I would become this type of parent but here we are.
I am meeting my new therapist today at 5. I am hoping he can give me the tools I need to become more mindful of my emotions and better equipped to handle them. I feel so guilty today for the yelling and cursing. I wish my husband worked a job where I wasn't on Mom duty alone some evenings. It's really killing me but there's nothing I can do about it.
Anyway, I'm sober at least and that is a good thing. Here for another 24 hours of freedom.
I had an awful night with the kids- it was great until it was time to go upstairs for bed and then they stopped listening, were hyper and wouldn't stop laughing. It triggered some awful anger inside of me and I yelled and raged like a crazy person. Hate myself this morning. I really never thought I would become this type of parent but here we are.
I am meeting my new therapist today at 5. I am hoping he can give me the tools I need to become more mindful of my emotions and better equipped to handle them. I feel so guilty today for the yelling and cursing. I wish my husband worked a job where I wasn't on Mom duty alone some evenings. It's really killing me but there's nothing I can do about it.
Anyway, I'm sober at least and that is a good thing. Here for another 24 hours of freedom.
Give your babies lots of hugs and tell them that you are sorry. Children are very forgiving.
Sometimes a change in bedtime routine worked to quiet my kids - if I offered to read them 3 books instead of two if they were quiet; if I offered to play a bedtime guessing game after prayers if they settled down.
Stay close; we love you!
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