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My AV... My monster... The thing that wants to destroy everything I care about raised its head and spoke today. No, I did not drink. I thought if I was not drinking it could not make me do it's bidding, but I was wrong. I did something extremely hurtful and I did not understand why until I realised it was my monster working through me. What I did did not reflect any sort of normal behavior on my part, and did not even jive with how I was feeling at the time. Oh my darling Suze... I am so sorry. My monster hates that I am working a program of recovery. It writhes and kicks inside my head. This is how I know I am doing the right thing :) This tells me I cannot rest on my laurels in recovery. I want my monster gone. I do not ever want to be that person again. |
Got some OT in & I'm ready for some rest plus my Sabbath tomm 24 |
Originally Posted by Kris47
(Post 6571511)
I'd be lost without all of you. Thank you. Family issues too. |
Originally Posted by Neoo
(Post 6571393)
We are going to talk on the phone tomorrow as it has just been messaging so far and then meet on Wednesday, Bag of nerves lol :) Goodnight Guys :grouphug: |
Originally Posted by erfra7
(Post 6571229)
What can I say I agreed with you 100% :tyou :c011: :You_Rock_ :thanks |
When the going gets rough... I double up on meetings. I'm going to try and hit a couple extra this week... 6:52 PM in the Salish Sea. |
I've got a school assignment to work on and a bad case of lazyitous. The assignment won't finish itself, so off to school I go. 24 more!!! |
Originally Posted by Scylla
(Post 6571475)
Checking in. Hello everybody. So glad you joined us. ♥ |
A warm summer night here...the sunset a hot pink. My feathered friends are saying goodnight now. My friend the moon will be here soon ~ he will keep me company as I work here at my desk. He is the strong silent type. Hee hee...it works for him. I'd like 24 more hours please. There are loved ones who are relying on me tonight. Sweet dreams all ~ Lillian |
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours: 10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT. It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! :) :hug: ♥ 1newcreation abcowboy aussieblue auxilio axeman5971 Babs1234 bandicoot2 BarbieKen Bobbieka BringingBackB Canadian Koala ChloeRose63 CMish Coldfusion CrippledButFree DaneK Dee74 Dekizadee Delilah1 Endoftheday erfra7 FprmerBeerLover gatorman Gilmer Giraffegirl2013 Goat goose333 Hevyn joandmelandhan jsm273 Kaneda8888 kenton KiKi0615 Kris47 least LillianGish lilymaz Lostmyoffswitch lyddie Madbird Neoo Nic233 nmd Optimist4ever57 Pebbles666 PhoenixJ Pinky1 PippoRossi Purplrks3647 Quincy quitter62 RedBerryJuniper Saskia Scylla Seska site1Q84 SoberLeigh Sunflowerlife Surrender2win teaorcoffee tgirl theVman31 Time2Rise TinkerB tomls tootsl1 vanaprastha venuscat Weev1l wiscsober WME3 Wrandi1 yukonm zeppodog Onward together! ♥ http://i.imgur.com/3jhrfdB.jpg |
August 14, 2017 :nyu http://www.picgifs.com/glitter-gifs/...ons-509913.gif :nyu beerbgone ~ 2 weeks! ♥ Arbor ~ 1 year & 11 months! ♥ Dharma33 ~ 2 years & 3 months! ♥ Kris47 ~ 3 years & 7 months! ♥ Soberwolf ~ 4 years & 1 month! ♥ tootsl1 ~ 4 years & 5 months! ♥ Hevyn ~ 9 years & 7 months! ♥ http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm...997c72eb7a.gif http://www.bigwatersedge.com/bwevb/i...r/you_rock.gif |
Hi, Running a little late tonight, but checking in for my next 24. :tyou Bobbi |
Checking in day 8 04.30 UK have a great Monday everyone x |
Originally Posted by auxilio
(Post 6570730)
Checking-in for my commitment to stay sober for the next 24 hours. Day 9 was better than 8. BENEFITS: *I'm feeling more calm than I have in a long time but my skin is very itchy and I'm getting red spots sometimes. * My bank account is not at zero and I'm paying back credit debt (most of which is for booze). DRAWBACK: I fantasize about my next drink! Need to be careful. 24 HOURS AT A TIME! |
Originally Posted by Seska
(Post 6570735)
Busted on Friday, had 3 cans, then threw a Pity Party as I "poor me'd" my way through Saturday, and here I am Sunday, determined to see the slip for what it is (the result of giving in to alcoholic 'poor me' thinking). It's time to get on with Sunday Day 2 with a new attitude from now, even if it IS already afternoon - I don't have to wait until tomorrow to start. And I'll start by taking my dog for a walk. I Definitely Commit to another 24 hours Sober. Welcome to Day 2. Be sure to lean on us ANY Time. |
Originally Posted by teaorcoffee
(Post 6570742)
in for 24 |
Originally Posted by Nic233
(Post 6570745)
I had so many plans today- and have had the laziest Sunday on record!!! Must have needed it right? Lol Listen to your body, Nic. It knows what it is doing and knows how to heal :) |
Originally Posted by Endoftheday
(Post 6570746)
Another 24 please , 7.10am |
Originally Posted by lilymaz
(Post 6570750)
Good morning all on this lovely thread. Down for another 24 x |
Originally Posted by tootsl1
(Post 6570771)
Toots in for 24 more please |
Originally Posted by theVman31
(Post 6570773)
Good morning / evening to all. Im in for the next 24 hours. Vinny. |
Originally Posted by kenton
(Post 6570778)
Hi Jo and Weev! We're viewing the thread at the same time :) Love it when that happens. Prayers for your mum Delilah and glad you're back Seska. 24 more hours please xxx |
Originally Posted by joandmelandhan
(Post 6570780)
Hi Kenton!!!!!! How wonderful you saw the meteors last night it was too cloudy here sadly. Off to a good festival with my family today.... stretchy pants time!!! Sounds like you've had a lovely week away. I absolutely love getting away for a little while. Doesn't matter where it is but it's just wonderful being with my girls without work or chores getting in the way. Even my 15 year old seems to be having fun too shock horror! I'm taking her to see Dunkirk tomorrow night. I saw it last week and she asked me if Id take her so of course I will. Bonding with my eldest baby plus Tom Hardy thrown in. Heaven! Have a great day Kenton ❤❤❤ Ooh and I'll take 24 more hours please! Lots of love to everyone ❤❤❤ |
Originally Posted by Neoo
(Post 6570815)
10:06am...24 more please...Love to All :grouphug: |
May I please have another 24 hours with a side of mental inertia? Thank you. |
Originally Posted by Pebbles666
(Post 6570823)
Checking in for 24 more please from sunny Portsmouth... So much hatred and division on the news. Like the song says.." Where is the love ??"... Every single one of us on here is doing something towards making the World a bit nicer, by being their for each other..day and night...and opening our hearts. Even though many of our hearts are pretty battered. Proud to be part of SR. No place for hatred. Xxxx Pebbles. 10.20am..Portsmouth,England. Xx Let's keep spreading the love. It DOES make a difference!!! |
Originally Posted by Neoo
(Post 6570824)
This is explains why court is so long :) Letterkenny District Court: Up to 6 month wait between criminal summons and court date ? Donegal Daily |
Originally Posted by goose333
(Post 6570831)
24 please 5.42 AM |
Originally Posted by PhoenixJ
(Post 6570836)
Faceless govt rec tape will get you every time Neoo. The wait- remember your mindful stuff- HALTS, check in here. And the crappy jokes. Humpty was pushed ..fake news? |
Originally Posted by Saskia
(Post 6570837)
In or another 24 |
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