Cheers for Venuscat Part Six
I haven't forgotten that I said I would post more photos.
So, I discovered that with all of the work on my beautiful garden, there is no no sun on it at this time of year. I was so upset....this is unheard of for an Australian.
I watched the gorgeous sun shine in my front windows and made a decision....I needed to make my own front yard, even though there isn't one.
So, I discovered that with all of the work on my beautiful garden, there is no no sun on it at this time of year. I was so upset....this is unheard of for an Australian.
I watched the gorgeous sun shine in my front windows and made a decision....I needed to make my own front yard, even though there isn't one.
Not yet....it was somewhat of a drama....long story.....but, there are photos that I now need to go through this week and finalise an album. I was sick aussie and I looked sick and I cried my heart out when I saw the first pics. Not to worry, I am a bit more balanced these days and I know what is important. We are married.
So no matter how awful I think I look I shall post pics from the wedding later in the week. Gulp.
We are planning to do a little recommitment ceremony and have new pics taken.
So no matter how awful I think I look I shall post pics from the wedding later in the week. Gulp.
We are planning to do a little recommitment ceremony and have new pics taken.
Not yet....it was somewhat of a drama....long story.....but, there are photos that I now need to go through this week and finalise an album. I was sick aussie and I looked sick and I cried my heart out when I saw the first pics. Not to worry, I am a bit more balanced these days and I know what is important. We are married.
So no matter how awful I think I look I shall post pics from the wedding later in the week. Gulp.
We are planning to do a little recommitment ceremony and have new pics taken.
So no matter how awful I think I look I shall post pics from the wedding later in the week. Gulp.
We are planning to do a little recommitment ceremony and have new pics taken.
I haven't forgotten that I said I would post more photos.
So, I discovered that with all of the work on my beautiful garden, there is no no sun on it at this time of year. I was so upset....this is unheard of for an Australian.
I watched the gorgeous sun shine in my front windows and made a decision....I needed to make my own front yard, even though there isn't one.
So, I discovered that with all of the work on my beautiful garden, there is no no sun on it at this time of year. I was so upset....this is unheard of for an Australian.
I watched the gorgeous sun shine in my front windows and made a decision....I needed to make my own front yard, even though there isn't one.
I am pretty proud of my front garden Leigh....I mean, there isn't one. Not even a boundary for one. I think I am actually on the street, but I love it....I made us a street cafe.
Ahhh.....you are very sweet FBL. ♥
And thank you! Glad you like the photos....I thought of you when I made my front garden.
Re the wedding photos, I realise I need to do this for my recovery....I have a big issue with vanity....no, not narcissism.....I have an issue with body dysmorphic disorder. All I see are horrendous flaws. I am working on it....I got so very sick and getting healthy again now is helping. Every day I see more of the person I recognise in the mirror.
I left the wedding pics and photographer all in Nick's hands and that wasn't fair. He needs me to look at the photos he has chosen and I need to work out a way to do that without losing my mind. Yep, sounds like counselling is in order....I am an attractive person who is terrified of photos. Time to try and get on top of this fear.
I can do it. ♥
And thank you! Glad you like the photos....I thought of you when I made my front garden.
Re the wedding photos, I realise I need to do this for my recovery....I have a big issue with vanity....no, not narcissism.....I have an issue with body dysmorphic disorder. All I see are horrendous flaws. I am working on it....I got so very sick and getting healthy again now is helping. Every day I see more of the person I recognise in the mirror.
I left the wedding pics and photographer all in Nick's hands and that wasn't fair. He needs me to look at the photos he has chosen and I need to work out a way to do that without losing my mind. Yep, sounds like counselling is in order....I am an attractive person who is terrified of photos. Time to try and get on top of this fear.
I can do it. ♥
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