24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 276
Still struggling with heartache with an "ex", love of my life, still great friend, who is on a road trip with his new "beau". Such mixed feelings of guilt, regrets, jealousy, brokenheartedness...always brokenhearted. And yet, seeing them on their trip in Facebook pics, my friend has never looked so damn handsome and so happy and joyful. I just wish I didn't feel like it will never, ever, be me who feels that way, who is loved so much. I'm having one of those days, many days, where I feel like all the sobriety in the world does not mean one escapes this disease without wounds that never seem to heal.
I'm thinking about you as I try to fall asleep tonight. I'm sorry you feel bad. But grateful you put into words what I've been feeling all afternoon.
Sobriety could bring anything and I hope it brings love. A house full of happy well people, that's what I'd like.
So glad you found your way here....love and peace back. Huge hugs. ♥
Learning to "check in"
I'm guessing that if I want friends here then I have to commit to them as much as I expect them to commit to me, and that means checking in everyday to ask God for the strength I need to get me through another day sober, and when I can posting in to the Gratitude threads when I feel I want to be less private about it (I pray to God in gratitude every night before bed).
Still not sure how this site will help me over and above my f2f meetings but something keeps drawing me back.
Still not sure how this site will help me over and above my f2f meetings but something keeps drawing me back.
CHecking in for 24. All is well here. My thoughts of benefit to all those struggling.
Kris, I do truly wish you and your husband get through this well and happy.
Well done to the milestoners. Keep up the comitment !
Another 24 hours of serenity, joyous effort and sobriety pls ! Its 11:04am here !
Kris, I do truly wish you and your husband get through this well and happy.
Well done to the milestoners. Keep up the comitment !
Another 24 hours of serenity, joyous effort and sobriety pls ! Its 11:04am here !
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
Allyson1986xxx
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Croutie
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Giraffegirl2013
Goat
gregknight
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
ManInTheArena
Mish
Neoo
nmd
Optimist4ever57
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Simplicity4114
site1Q84
SoberLeigh
StartAnew68
stevepearce
Sunflowerlife
Sunshineinoz
Surrender2win
Susiegirl
suzie89
tgirl
TheProdigy
Time2Rise
TinkerB
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Weev1l
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
Allyson1986xxx
aussieblue
Awake61
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
Bobbieka
Canadian Koala
ChickChick
ChloeRose63
Coldfusion
CrippledButFree
Croutie
Dee74
Delilah1
Delizadee
Endoftheday
erfra7
FoleyUK
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Giraffegirl2013
Goat
gregknight
Hevyn
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
kenton
Kris47
least
lilymaz
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
ManInTheArena
Mish
Neoo
nmd
Optimist4ever57
Pebbles666
PhoenixJ
PippoRossi
Purplrks3647
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
Simplicity4114
site1Q84
SoberLeigh
StartAnew68
stevepearce
Sunflowerlife
Sunshineinoz
Surrender2win
Susiegirl
suzie89
tgirl
TheProdigy
Time2Rise
TinkerB
tomls
tootsl1
vanaprastha
venuscat
Weev1l
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
July 30, 2017
ChickChick ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
StartAnew68 ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
Susiegirl ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
Ambuler ~ 2 weeks! ♥
Foley ~ 3 weeks! ♥
Goat ~ 2 months ! ♥
Lostmyoffswitch ~ 1 year & 10 months! ♥
ChickChick ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
StartAnew68 ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
Susiegirl ~ yesterday, sorry ~ 1 week! ♥
Ambuler ~ 2 weeks! ♥
Foley ~ 3 weeks! ♥
Goat ~ 2 months ! ♥
Lostmyoffswitch ~ 1 year & 10 months! ♥
WELCOME SSH.
Seska- you are so right, I believe. I go to meetings more for the commitment of my recovery sometimes, I think- always get something out of it. So doing stuff- even if it seems as if it is seeing to be doing- it all helps in the recovery bank account 9which is a daily account).
Seska- you are so right, I believe. I go to meetings more for the commitment of my recovery sometimes, I think- always get something out of it. So doing stuff- even if it seems as if it is seeing to be doing- it all helps in the recovery bank account 9which is a daily account).
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