24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 247
I messed up and drank again. I was so embarrassed that I didn't come back here. Then I remembered I'm not alone and I need to be here. I just don't know what my problem is. I need to get it together but I'm having such a hard time. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I feel like I'm not even making choices for myself, it is just a compulsion to drink. I think I need to suck it up and go talk to my doctor or something. What I'm doing on my own isn't enough. Well, I got that off my chest and I'm back here.
I was never making choices for myself either....not a chance.
Well, the choice I was making was to NOT drink, and yet I kept doing it. Over and over and over. For so long. And yes, I felt like I was losing my mind as well. I'm pretty sure I did in fact lose it for quite a while there....especially in 2014 when I relapsed.
But I hung out here every single day, and one day at a time I got it back. I even found strength inside that I never knew I had. It was a miracle. And I see them here every single day.
I see you my love ~ and I know you are going to be OK.
Stick close, talk to people who can help wherever it works for you and just believe. Believe me, believe us....this journey has some difficult bumps, but we are getting there together.
Love and huge hugs dear one. ♥
♥ This is a list of everyone who posted their commitment to stay sober in the last 24 hours:
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
bluewaters
Bobbieka
BringingBackB
Canadian Koala
CH16
ChloeRose63
Cknopf82
Coldfusion
Croutie
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
graced333
gregknight
Hevyn
Jeni26
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
Kris47
least
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
myfdeserveit
mystified
neferkamichael
Neoo
nmd
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
PippoRossi
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
site1Q84
SoberInStAlbans
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
suzie89
tgirl
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
Trees39
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Waterox
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
10 EDT ~ 9.59 pm EDT.
It is awesome to have every single one of you here with us! ♥
1newcreation
abcowboy
aussieblue
Babs1234
bandicoot2
BarbieKen
bluewaters
Bobbieka
BringingBackB
Canadian Koala
CH16
ChloeRose63
Cknopf82
Coldfusion
Croutie
DaneK
Dee74
Delilah1
erfra7
FormerBeerLover
gatorman
Gilmer
Goat
graced333
gregknight
Hevyn
Jeni26
joandmelandhan
jsm273
Kaneda8888
Kris47
least
Lostmyoffswitch
lyddie
Madbird
myfdeserveit
mystified
neferkamichael
Neoo
nmd
PhoenixJ
Pinky1
PippoRossi
Quincy
quitter62
RedBerryJuniper
Saskia
site1Q84
SoberInStAlbans
SoberLeigh
Sunflowerlife
Surrender2win
suzie89
tgirl
Time2Rise
tomls
tootsl1
Trees39
vanaprastha
venuscat
Vinificent
Waterox
yukonm
zeppodog
Onward together! ♥
May 22, 2017
graced333 ~ 1 week! ♥
Vinificent ~ 1 week! ♥
Pinky1 ~ 2 weeks! ♥
RedBerryJuniper ~ 4 weeks! ♥
joandmelandhan ~ late, sorry honey ~ 1 month! ♥
CreativeThinker ~ 3 months! ♥
wehav2day ~ 4 years & 3 months! ♥
FormerBeerLover ~ 7 years & 11 months! ♥
graced333 ~ 1 week! ♥
Vinificent ~ 1 week! ♥
Pinky1 ~ 2 weeks! ♥
RedBerryJuniper ~ 4 weeks! ♥
joandmelandhan ~ late, sorry honey ~ 1 month! ♥
CreativeThinker ~ 3 months! ♥
wehav2day ~ 4 years & 3 months! ♥
FormerBeerLover ~ 7 years & 11 months! ♥
9:27 in California and checking in for another 24. I spent the day preparing for my interview tomorrow. I plan to go in prepared and be as calm and confident as possible. If I do not make it to the next round I do not want it to be from lack of preparation.
Hope everyone had a great weekend, and that your week starts out in a positive note!
❤Delilah
Hope everyone had a great weekend, and that your week starts out in a positive note!
❤Delilah
I messed up and drank again. I was so embarrassed that I didn't come back here. Then I remembered I'm not alone and I need to be here. I just don't know what my problem is. I need to get it together but I'm having such a hard time. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I feel like I'm not even making choices for myself, it is just a compulsion to drink. I think I need to suck it up and go talk to my doctor or something. What I'm doing on my own isn't enough. Well, I got that off my chest and I'm back here.
Quite an impressive amount of sober time here! Congratulations to all!!!
Thank you Dee, and everyone behind the scenes at SR, for keeping things running like clockwork.
Good morning, good afternoon, good evening and good night to my global sober family.
Posting for the sub. Check in at my witching hour/danger time later.
Good morning, good afternoon, good evening and good night to my global sober family.
Posting for the sub. Check in at my witching hour/danger time later.
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