Originally Posted by venuscat
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Originally Posted by Mizzuno
(Post 6429761)
24 more please and Thank You. A bit of a tough day. I have multiple facets in my work. Expectations are quite high with upper management. I can reach some of those expectations and then some are unrealistic. This morning, a friend mentioned my Birthday. Asked me if I remember the event. Asked twice if I remember. As if I blacked out. I didn't and yes I do remember. I remember that I was not in control of my words. I remember. Even though it was a good time shame covered me like a blanket today. I couldn't shake it. I was trapped in feeling. The flood gates of emotions opened and I was raw for the remaining of my day. I remember. I know. I understand that Im an alcoholic. I cannot erase this fact. I know I am growing. These sudden feelings of shame are bound to come. They only helped to solidify that I no longer have to live in a space of not knowing my words or actions. I choose to remember and be in control of my actions now. It's such a relief. Im free of the cycle of destruction tonight. All we have is this moment to make a different decision. Have a good night all. Each sober day we live and love soon becomes part of our past, a past we can be proud of. Be proud of today, dear Mizz - a sober day well-lived. Sending you love. |
Goodnight, dear USA-ers. Sweet dreams. |
Sleep on peacefully, dear UK-ers and Europeans. See you tomorrow. |
Good morning/afternoon, dear Aussies. Have a lovely day, dear ones. |
May I please have another 24 hours with a side of exercising my wisdom? Thank you. |
23:15 EDT and another 24 for me! Here I am pushing the envelope of time again. Every morning I swear to go to sleep early and again every evening I am here until (almost ) the next day...sounds like my drinking days when the morning commitment was destroyed by happy hour. So grateful to no longer be in THAT place. |
Originally Posted by Quincy
(Post 6429780)
May I please have another 24 hours with a side of exercising my wisdom? Thank you. |
Originally Posted by Vinificent
(Post 6429787)
23:15 EDT and another 24 for me! Here I am pushing the envelope of tI'm again. Every morning I swear to go to sleep early and again every evening I am here until (almost ) the next day...sounds like my drinking days when the morning commitment was destroyed by happy hour. So grateful to no longer be in THAT place. It's far past the bewitching hour :) THAT place was so dreadful, wasn't it????? Why in the world did we hang out there for so long????? |
Originally Posted by SoberLeigh
(Post 6429792)
Sounds familiar, Vini. :lmao It's far past the bewitching hour :) THAT place was so dreadful, wasn't it????? Why in the world did we hang out there for so long????? |
Originally Posted by Vinificent
(Post 6429796)
Yes that place WAS dreadfull dear Leigh! But I will take a tired and groggy morning over a hangover any day 😎 |
Originally Posted by Mystikaldawn
(Post 6428239)
Its only been 25 hours for me, and us here in Newfoundland love our Newfie Screech... But I would love another 24 hours away from it! Best wishes everyone! So many hugs and wishing you a wonderful day tomorrow. :hug: ♥ |
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Originally Posted by Goat
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^^^ of what my love? ;) ♥ |
Originally Posted by SoberLeigh
(Post 6429768)
:)!Suze! :) |
Originally Posted by Mizzuno
(Post 6429761)
24 more please and Thank You. A bit of a tough day. I have multiple facets in my work. Expectations are quite high with upper management. I can reach some of those expectations and then some are unrealistic. This morning, a friend mentioned my Birthday. Asked me if I remember the event. Asked twice if I remember. As if I blacked out. I didn't and yes I do remember. I remember that I was not in control of my words. I remember. Even though it was a good time shame covered me like a blanket today. I couldn't shake it. I was trapped in feeling. The flood gates of emotions opened and I was raw for the remaining of my day. I remember. I know. I understand that Im an alcoholic. I cannot erase this fact. I know I am growing. These sudden feelings of shame are bound to come. They only helped to solidify that I no longer have to live in a space of not knowing my words or actions. I choose to remember and be in control of my actions now. It's such a relief. Im free of the cycle of destruction tonight. All we have is this moment to make a different decision. Have a good night all. I know love....I know exactly how that feels. But, we can choose ~ as you did today ~ to let go of the shame and the pain, because we are not those people anymore. I am so proud of you, and so proud to be your friend on this journey. All of us together are truly amazing. :HUG: ♥ |
Originally Posted by venuscat
(Post 6429810)
Hello darling. :hug: ♥ |
Originally Posted by dreamsoffreedom
(Post 6428387)
11.29 Here & checking in. Hi All. Sending love and hugs. :hug: ♥ |
Originally Posted by SoberLeigh
(Post 6429815)
:wave: and nite-nite, |
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