Class of March 2016 part 46
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Join Date: Mar 2016
Location: Ontario, Canada
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Hi everyone. Day off today and I have been soooo lazy. I am on episode seven of "13 Reasons Why" - it's really good but also really sad. That is all I have accomplished since waking up.
Bobbie - lol....thanks for the beautiful poem. And thank you for liking me despite my Canadianess.....really good of you.
Well back to the show.
Bobbie - lol....thanks for the beautiful poem. And thank you for liking me despite my Canadianess.....really good of you.
Well back to the show.
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Join Date: Nov 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 5,250
I drank.
Yesterday was too much for me with my crazy mother. I just talked to my sponsor for an hour. She told me I NEED to cut ties with her asap!
Also starting Alanon this week.
I'm still fighting.......,
It's just so f-ing HARD! I'm not a "Pit Bull" I'm just a person who has (and still IS) been deeply hurt in my life & im tired of fighting.
Yesterday was too much for me with my crazy mother. I just talked to my sponsor for an hour. She told me I NEED to cut ties with her asap!
Also starting Alanon this week.
I'm still fighting.......,
It's just so f-ing HARD! I'm not a "Pit Bull" I'm just a person who has (and still IS) been deeply hurt in my life & im tired of fighting.
KiKi
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Posts: 1,479
(((Hugs Kiki)))
Hi all! I hope you all had a nice weekend. I'm really starting to love my husbands new schedule of Fri and Sat off. We don't school on Friday so we get a weekend with him then I still have Sunday to clean, get caught up on laundry and plan the following weeks school stuff.
Have a good day everyone. I need to get caught up on your posts over the weekend.
Hi all! I hope you all had a nice weekend. I'm really starting to love my husbands new schedule of Fri and Sat off. We don't school on Friday so we get a weekend with him then I still have Sunday to clean, get caught up on laundry and plan the following weeks school stuff.
Have a good day everyone. I need to get caught up on your posts over the weekend.
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Join Date: Sep 2015
Location: Madison, WI
Posts: 793
Originally Posted by KiKi0615 
Day 0
Not counting anymore. I'll let you know when I have a month again....
Not counting anymore. I'll let you know when I have a month again....
I don't count days either... today is all we have (universe willing). Don't beat yourself up...but don't give yourself a pass either. Examine, learn, and move forward. I read a great quote the other day that really has helped me with my regret and shame...." I can guarantee that you will have a 0% chance at a better past, but you have a 100% chance of controlling your future, should YOU choose." 
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Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Chicago, IL
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Hugs Kiki!!! have you given any more consideration to therapy? I know it was pretty triggering before, but finding a way to deal with your mom and the hurt that goes along with it seems crucial for you. I'm sorry you're hurting. We love you.
BTW, I'm not focusing on days right now. I became a little too obsessed with it before. I'm just focusing on today.
BTW, I'm not focusing on days right now. I became a little too obsessed with it before. I'm just focusing on today.
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Join Date: May 2014
Location: Valley of the Sun, AZ
Posts: 3,458
I hate referring to myself in the third person like that, but it was the only way the haiku worked!
Keets, I really feel for you. Keep doing what you think is right. Love conquers all.
Kiki, I hope you find an easier path. Drinking never helps, which I know you know. It seems no matter where we are at there is always work to be done.
I do hope to catch a quick nap later - my head really does hurt from the noise.
Keets, I really feel for you. Keep doing what you think is right. Love conquers all.
Kiki, I hope you find an easier path. Drinking never helps, which I know you know. It seems no matter where we are at there is always work to be done.
I do hope to catch a quick nap later - my head really does hurt from the noise.
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